I got a little Hello Kitty camera yesterday. When you look in the viewfinder, you see scenes of Hello Kitty that change when you click the shutter. Araminthe apparently has other plans for the camera.
Continue reading Araminthe, Junebug and the camera
Araminthe’s arrival! [Or, Bad-tempered vampire is bad-tempered.]
Araminthe arrived today! She’s the first representative of B&G Doll [Boy &Girl Doll] that I’ve encountered, and I really like her. She has smooth even resin without mold lines, well-hidden double joints and perfect stringing. She stands and holds a multitude of poses right out of the box. I’m not going to even have to wire her arms!
Araminthe’s headsculpt, the snarling Burrysa head, came with the bloody faceup, not the non-bloody one, so I guess she’s a messy eater. Her default smoldering red eyes go well with the red and black tones used in her faceup, and the drips of blood outside her lips seem more stylized than realistic. As for Araminthe’s head itself, it’s very small compared to other 60cm heads, with fine, pointy features and harsh, flat planes. I think her expression is hilarious.Continue reading Araminthe’s arrival! [Or, Bad-tempered vampire is bad-tempered.]
Araminthe’s outfit of awesomeness!
I got Araminthe a frilly and obnoxiously colored dress set, Watermelon Idol, from Tenshi on DoA. Isn’t it fabulous? Also please note that Noodge apparently likes Araminthe’s shoes too.Continue reading Araminthe’s outfit of awesomeness!
Araminthe’s shoes of awesomeness!
Araminthe has yet to arrive — her putative date is the middle or end of February — but I have been collecting her clothes, wig and shoes, everything but the red eyes, which she comes with. Behold now her shoes of awesomeness, which are the highest of femme in all details. They even have butterflies and flowers on the soles. Can you imagine a bad-tempered vampire wearing these? You will soon see one in the person of Araminthe.
Continue reading Araminthe’s shoes of awesomeness!
Junebug’s new clothes
I always thought that Junebug’s original outfit, with a skirt and tights, was impractical for all the activities she likes to do, so I finally got her some pants and an overshirt yesterday. Here she is in all her bright, non-matching glory.Continue reading Junebug’s new clothes
Law and Order: SVU
Why the hell does SVU always include stupid threats and jokes about the heinous subject of prison rape in every episode?
It’s a snow day!
What should Junebug, Sardonix and Sarah do?
Continue reading It’s a snow day!
The inmates are restless.
They’ve been hearing me pine for Araminthe.Continue reading The inmates are restless.
Junebug plays with dolls.
What kind of story do you think she is telling Noodge and Precious Little and the Rement bear?Continue reading Junebug plays with dolls.
Sarah makes Precious Little work for it.
I caught Sarah playing with Precious Little and some of my new Rement. Continue reading Sarah makes Precious Little work for it.
Toys’ toys’ toys
My toys’ toys have toys. Sardonix shows off Noodge, who shows off her teddy bear from a Rement set that I bought today at doll club. Continue reading Toys’ toys’ toys
Sarah’s new wig
I got Sarah a new wig at doll club today. Doesn’t she look nice in purple, especially with her pink outfit?Continue reading Sarah’s new wig
Doll club, 01/08/11
Not a lot of people attended doll club this afternoon, but some interesting dolls were there that I photoed.Continue reading Doll club, 01/08/11
Noodge in Xmas tree
Noodge in the Xmas tree.Continue reading Noodge in Xmas tree
Noodge having a ball
Noodge on a ball. Continue reading Noodge having a ball
Noodge in a tree deco
Noodge, who came to my parents’ house with me for Xmas break, hangs out [literally] in a tree.Continue reading Noodge in a tree deco
Sarah and Precious Little: a very small Xmas
Sarah plays with Precious Little, who plays with a Rement Xmas tree. Bonus picture of Sarah with a violently pink ball of yarn, clashing with her pink outfit.Continue reading Sarah and Precious Little: a very small Xmas
Araminthe impending!
The newest large doll in my group of large dolls will be Araminthe, a previously mentioned B&G Burrysa with snarling head. Ordered from Denver Doll Emporium. Should be here in 6 to 10 weeks. Yay! She will be my cutesy bad-ass vampire!
Dolls stealing lollipops
Me: "Who posed Noodge running away with my lollipop?!"Continue reading Dolls stealing lollipops
Who got sugar all over my desk??
Me: "Who got sugar all over my desk?"Continue reading Who got sugar all over my desk??
I kind of want this doll.
B&G Dolls [Boy and Girl Dolls] has a several-months-old line out called the Old World. These dolls represent the most popular dollified supernaturals, viz., vampires, elves and elfy vampires.
I currently have a crush on Burrysa, an elfy vampire. One of her full sets http://www.towdoll.com/
Another full set for Burrysa http://www.towdoll.com/
I can just see her now with poofy pink ponytails or cyber dreads and a decora outfit as elaborate as Zinnia Pascale’s. Her name would be something soft and plushy, like Trisha or Priscilla, and her outfit would be bright and cheery, while her personality would be curmudgeonly and semi-evil, but actually not that bad. She’d be the bigger vampire version of Zinnia Pascale, and she’d sure be a lot of fun to piece together…
Xmas prezints: Sarah
Me: "What did you get for Xmas, Sarah?"Continue reading Xmas prezints: Sarah
Xmas prezints: Junebug
J: "Lookit my toy butterfly!"
S: "Does it do anything?"
J: "It sparkles!!"Continue reading Xmas prezints: Junebug
Sarah with flash
Gawd, Sarah’s such a brooding beauty. Continue reading Sarah with flash
Noodge and the Turkish delight
Got some [unfortunately plain-flavored 🙁 ] Turkish delight today. Noodge had fun playing around the box. RealPukis are perfect for peeking out from behind things.Continue reading Noodge and the Turkish delight
Sarah looking out the window
Sarah gazes contemplatively out the window with her doll Precious Little. Sarah is wearing a wig that I got from Barb at doll club yesterday for just $3.00. I think Sarah looks better in dark-colored hair than in the wig she came with, a bright red one. I used the last bit of pre-sunlight light for these pictures and burned/dodged Sarah’s eyes in the one with Precious Little so you can see their green.Continue reading Sarah looking out the window
Noodge is here!
My Fairyland RealPuki Soso arrived in the mail today, sadly, after doll club, so I couldn’t show her off this month. I will next month, however. I took a few photos of her in front of her box and with the violent pink yarn that has stymied me in my knitting progress.Continue reading Noodge is here!
Doll club, 12/04/10
Last doll club for the year. Many people came, bringing their dolls and sugary snacks. There was a great variety of dolls, a few of which I captured on film….Continue reading Doll club, 12/04/10
Junebug reads Poe.
Here’s Junebug reading The Cask of Amontillado by Edgar Allan Poe. She likes morbid stories, especially on a stormy night. I used the burn/dodge tool to lighten her eyes, but the photos are otherwise untouched.Continue reading Junebug reads Poe.
2.9: “Darts”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. In this ep, the funeral is held for Minerva.
2.8: “Deliver Me from Evil”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. Previously, in LHF, Anneka and Will were up in Vermont, struggling in their own ways with Anneka’s grandmother’s death. Disturbed by flashbacks of the deaths of himself and his parents, Will finally reveals to Anneka what’s on his mind. We find out how Will was turned into a vampire and just how stupid his first clan was.
2.7: “Lonely Hour”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. In this ep, Anneka takes her grandma’s illness hard and tries to console herself with help from her best friend.
Petula the petulant
I ordered my Seed Dolls Inkling today. She'll come with a neutral open-eyed faceplate and the one that she will wear most often, the pouting one. Her name will be Petula, a word that has the same cognate as "petulant," which describes her character: chronically unimpressed. She'll be Sarah's second BJD, after Precious Little.
2.6: “Wilting”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. In this ep, Will thinks of a time in his own past when he was close to death. He has flashbacks of his relationship with the vampire Absinthe.
Photography with flash
Taking advantage of the clocks turned back and the early dark, I tried taking some photos of Sarah under my one desk light, no other lights on in the bedroom, and the flash. Amazingly enough, the flash didn’t totally wash out her features. I did some burning and dodging on her eyes in the first picture so you can see what a lovely green they are.Continue reading Photography with flash
The gods of bdsm have a limited vocabulary.
I find Jacqueline Carey’s books about Terre D’Ange [wherein Jesus’ son settled down in France and produced gods of bdsm — it’s better than it sounds] entertaining, but oh my Lord…someone please stop telling her to use "betimes" and "apurpose" in every third paragraph.
Just to make matters more irritating, Carey uses "betimes" as a synonym of "sometimes," but the first meaning for this archaic word is actually "in good time; early," as in, "The farmer got up betimes to milk the cows in the predawn darkness."
Carey’s lexical problems really interrupt my enjoyment of her mind candy.
Doll club, 11/6/10
We had lots of different kinds of dolls at doll club today! Everyone wanted to know about Sarah and thought that her doll, Precious Little, was cute. Continue reading Doll club, 11/6/10
Seed Dolls Inkling
I really want an Inkling BJD, done by Seed Dolls, or armeleia [aka the person who modded Jareth and Frank BJDs for me]. Done in 1:9 scale. Inkling was made to be a 1:3 doll for 1:3 dolls — a BJD’s BJD. She appeals to me because of her small size, because apparently my own BJDs like BJDs and because she has multiple faceplates. I especially like the pouting faceplate. I would get an Inkling and have her wear the pouting faceplate all the time, being a permanently bad-tempered doll. HAH!
Sarah has a Gothy edge, I think.
Experimenting with photos at 20% of original size, rather than 25%.Continue reading Sarah has a Gothy edge, I think.
Dolls playing with dolls!!
Sardonix: "Whatcha doing?"
Sarah: "Trying to make Precious Little do a headstand."Continue reading Dolls playing with dolls!!
Sarah likes to read.
After she got home from Christine’s, where she was getting a new faceup, Sarah immediately flopped down on my bed with a good book [Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland]. After she finished that, she saw that Junebug and Sardonix were reading Poe, so she told them about her favorite stories by him, "Ligeia" and "The Fall of the House of Usher." Junebug was deliciously creeped out; Sardonix was fascinated. Continue reading Sarah likes to read.
2.5: “Minerva”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. Here, Anneka’s parents, Mamie, Anneka and Will visit Minerva.
Noodge’s clothes
Noodge is getting a T-shirt and a pair of leggings made by Spampy’s Stuff. Each piece of material that makes up each item of clothing will have a different pattern on it, so that the whole effect looks like a purposely clashing patchwork…with a skull and crossbones on the chest, of course. Hee hee hee. Noodge, like Sardonix, will definitely be barefoot and quite possible bald as well.
Vosges Mo’s Bacon Bar tasting
Verdict: Creamy, sweet, milky chocolate mixes well with chewy small bits of salty-sweet bacon. These flavors really complement each other, providing an overall depth of flavor that, while not sophisticated, is robust and pleasurable. It’s not worth the ridiculously high price that I paid for it, but it is a very good bar. If someone else buys it, you should ask to try some squares.
Vosges Red Fire bar tasting report
Verdict: Dark chocolate with an afterburn. The cinnamon and chilies combine to leave one’s mouth pleasantly tingly and warm after eating. Other than that, it’s a regular bar with the usual taste of dark chocolate overwhelming any tastes contributed by the cinnamon and chilies. Not worth the inflated price I paid.
Soso conceptconcept
My Fairyland Realpuki is going to be named Noodge, and she’s going to be Sardonix’ dolly minion [aka scapegoat for Sardonix’ mischief]. She was going to be a sweet little fairy doll, but the concept grew a life of its own. Sigh.
I can just see Sardonix now, waving her doll in front of Sarah. "Pay attention to my Noodge!"
"YOU’RE a noodge!"
Ritter Sport milk chocolate with strawberry creme tasting
Verdict: Sweet, smooth milk chocolate blends with equally sweet and smooth cream filling with a sparky flavor from freeze-dried strawberries. The creaminess of the chocolate mixes well with the slightly lighter weight of the cream filling. This is a squishy, rich bar — I could only eat half at once — with a dominant, but complex, taste. The two sweetnesses together may be too much for some people, but I really liked it. This is delicious high-grade chocolate for a decent price. Buy it!
Sardonix in Old Burying Ground, Harvard Square, Cambridge
I took about 40 shots this afternoon, but these three of Sardonix peeking out devilishly from the corner of a stone entranced me the most.Continue reading Sardonix in Old Burying Ground, Harvard Square, Cambridge
Gourmet chocolate
I’m not a food connoisseur, but I like good food. I went to Cardullo’s in Harvard Square today and returned with $mumble$ of specialty chocoate: two Ritter Sport milk chocolate bars with strawberry creme [favorably reviewed by all the candy blogs I was drooling over yesterday], a Vosges Red Fire Bar [ancho and chipotle chilies, cinnamon, 55% cacao] and a Vosges Mo’s Bacon Bar [bacon, smoked salt, 45% cacao]. Here is a picture of my haul. Tasting reports later. Continue reading Gourmet chocolate
Fairyland RealPuki Soso coming…eventually.
Ever since I saw a RealPuki Soso at doll club earlier this year, I’ve really liked RealPukis, my favorite being Soso [shown in the link]. Soso nownow I’m getting my ownown, as a mischievous doll for Sardonix [like she needs more mischief in her life] and someone for Precious Little to play with [like dolls’ dolls need playmates]. I should have the unnamed Soso by the new year, since processing takes 8-10 weeks. Booooo hisssss.
Doll in the fall
I took some pictures in my driveway today after work. When she’s clowning around with the leaf, you can see how small she really is! Continue reading Doll in the fall
Little feets
One of her big toes is sculpted so that it’s slightly upturned.Continue reading Little feets
More, more, more of Precious Little
Let this be a lesson: Pictures taken in natural light, such as the ones below, come out much better than those taken in artificial light, such as yesterday’s.
2.4: “Blooming”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. In another one of his flashbacks triggered by being around Anneka’s dying grandmother, Will remembers the time over 100 years ago when his old girlfriend, Absinthe, tried to vamp him.
Precious Little with 1:3 nail polish
Si chouette!! I wired her arms with pipe cleaners, and she poses much better now. Continue reading Precious Little with 1:3 nail polish
Here’s a better picture of her.
Here’s Precious Little again. I love her profile.Continue reading Here’s a better picture of her.
Meet Precious Little
Here is Precious Little, a Dollmore Banji Eomji. She’s a BJD who belongs to my BJD Sarah. Pretty cute!Continue reading Meet Precious Little
2.3: “Meet the Richardsons”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. In our previous ep, Anneka mentioned that she was resting while Will was talking to her parents. Here are the excruciating details of that conversation.
Junebug, Sardonix and the nail polish
Junebug: "Look, Sardonix! I got some nail polish!"Continue reading Junebug, Sardonix and the nail polish
My dolls like to read too.
Here’s a picture of Sardonix and Junebug enjoying Tales by Poe, one of the mini books that I purchased for my 1:3ers.Continue reading My dolls like to read too.
More Sarah
Before I send her head off tomorrow, here are a few more shots of Sarah, showing her current fabulous outfit!Continue reading More Sarah
Little props for my dolls
I don’t know where my 1:3 Tarot cards went or my 1:3 book about Puritan cemetery iconography [handmade by me], so I bought some new mini Tarot cards and books for my 1:3ers. I got them a mini version of Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland and a mini book of The Raven and two tales by Poe. The total shipping was more than the total price of the items. :p Anyway, then they won’t get bored if they want to do something other than talking to each other.
2.2.5: “Schlocky Horror Show”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. This episode occurs after Anneka and Will have driven up to Vermont to see her family and her dying grandmother. In this ep, Anneka suffers the consequences of being out during the day.
Sarah’s here!
Behold her now with incorrect faceup, eyes and wig. Soon her head will be off to Arianne02 for repainting; she’ll get some green eyes and brown hair [and pink hair!], and she’ll be set. For now, we get some pictures. Lovely, fashionable outfit is by an42 or DollsAhoy.
Note to self: Get some 12 gauge wire for Sarah’s arms. Continue reading Sarah’s here!
Sarah’s coming together!
My doll Sarah’s jeans and loafers have been purchased and will soon be in the mail.
I have an inquiry in to PamSD about making her poet’s blouse and vest.
I’m also hoping to commission Lynn Nexus on DOA to make 2 yarn wigs, one wiggly and hot pink, to satisfy my desires for pink hair, and one straight and dark brown, for hair like Sarah had in the movie.
And Arianne02 has agreed to do a custom faceup on Sarah that will give her a complexion and features like Sarah’s in the movie!
I can’t wait. She’s gonna be really cute. Now I just need to find some 16mm hazel or green eyes….
EDIT: Green eyes found and ordered!
Sardonix behind bars
It’s been a while since I’ve done a photoshoot with any of my 1:3ers, so I took Sardonix to Powderhouse Park, Somerville, MA, today and snapped some pictures of her in a tower behind bars. Really!Continue reading Sardonix behind bars
Souldoll Shiva G with default faceup
Here’s what my Shiva looks like now, before her custom "Sarah" faceup. Picture by zouzou, the DOA seller. Continue reading Souldoll Shiva G with default faceup
The view from my living room chair
Junebug: "Isn’t it great up here? We can see everything!"
Sardonix: "Now we can lord it over the cats, mwah hah hah!"
Continue reading The view from my living room chair
Welcome home, Sarah!
I’m buying a Souldoll Shiva G from the DoA marketplace. Her name is Sarah, inspired by Sarah from Labyrinth [dreamy, bookish and shy, but not as whiny or as stupid with her mouth hanging open]. She’s coming with this outfit.
Right now I have conflicting ideas about how I want to set her up. [I usually paint and dress my dolls once, then keep them that way, unless they are Anneka, Will or Velvette.] Part of me wants to prepare her as Sarah from Labyrinth, with long straight brown hair, brown eyes, jeans, peasant blouse, vest and loafers. Another part of me wants to put her in green eyes, pink ponytails, my an42 pink and orange paisley dress, black and white stripey socks. Of course, the beauty of BJDs is that I can prepare her both ways, but I’m just trying to decide which look to invest in first.
Since I have the paisley dress and the stripey socks, I think I will go with the obnoxious pink look first!
As Sarah is coming with a wig, eyes and clothes [even though they are out of character], I don’t really need to prepare anything for her arrival except some footwear. I sold all my BJD shoes when I got rid of Jareth, Frank and Jennifer because my remaining BJD, Sardonix, goes barefoot [and wigless — very low maintenance!]. I hope to get Sarah some loafers from the DoA marketplace, barring that, some boring black boots. [At 8.3 cm long, Souldoll Zenith girls have big feet compared to other female dolls in the 70cm range, which makes shoe shopping hard.]
I’m also excited to report that I’ll be moving my big dolls [all 2 of them, Sardonix and Junebug] this evening. They currently sit on the very top shelf of my tallest doll bookshelf in my bedroom. Above eye level, they are isolated and rarely admired. I’m transferring them to the first shelf of my bookcase in the living room. They will then be directly across the room from my chair, where I sit to use my computer and read. I will then look up and see Sardonix with her arms folded and Junebug with her happy smile and, soon, Sarah with her wistful expression. All three of them should make good friends.
Souldoll Shiva/Chantal???
…Or would a sweet-looking Souldoll Shiva/Chantal [human version, 2 arms, white or normal skin] be a better choice than a Soom Breccia? She has such a dreamy, questioning look. She looks like a Sarah, and Soom Breccia doesn’t. [Apparently this doll’s name is going to be Sarah!] Breccia looks a little vapid compared with Shiva. Shiva also comes with a double-jointed body, while Breccia’s body is single-jointed and supposedly not that poseable.
2.2: “Seedling”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. Here is the second episode, in which Will and Anneka are on their way to Vermont to visit Anneka’s ailing grandmother. Along the way, Will dreams about his past.
Thinking out loud: bodies for Breccia
ResinSoul $160.00 w/o s/h, shoulder width 9.5 cm, neck circ 9 cm
Fantasy Doll $150.00 w/o s/h, shoulder width 8 cm, neck circ 8.8 cm
Spirit Doll $380.00 w/o s/h, shoulder width 11.5 cm, neck circ 9.5 cm
Super Gem —, shoulder width 10.5 cm, neck circ 10 cm
Looks like the Spirit Doll body would be the most proportionate…also the most expensive…but it does have the "big boobs" option!
Doll club, 10/2/10
We had a small group today, but quite a few interesting dolls. I got some pictures.
Continue reading Doll club, 10/2/10
Beauty, utility, dolls
Thinking about the pretty Soom Breccia head that I sort of want, I ask myself what I would do with her. Of course she’d get a body. I’m sure she would dress up in the cheap, tacky remnants of my 1:3 wardrobe. It’s entirely possible that I would give her some sort of sloppy custom faceup that would further decrease her value, not to mention pink hair. And then…
Then what? Then she would go on the “big dollies” shelf along with Sardonix and Junebug, and she would sit there, making friends with them and quietly yellowing. She would come out for doll meets, where the audience would ooh and aah over her and take photos, and I’m sure she’d have televised chats with Sardonix and Junebug occasionally, but I don’t think I’d take lots of pictures of her or play with her a lot. Certainly not as frequently as I play with my 1:6ers.
I’d like a big doll with pink hair. None of my past BJDs had the appropriate type of pink hair. Zephque had a pale pink wig with double buns, but it wasn’t pink enough. My Soom Uyoo version of Jennifer had a wig of pink yarn for a while that looked good, but too much like Anneka’s hair. My Soom Sabik Will had a bright pink fur wig of the appropriate color, but it didn’t have double ponytails, and he was too big for me anyway…
I think I would get a Volks Dollfie Dream body for the putative Breccia head. It’s nice and light and sexy and relatively poseable. It’s also kinda cheap. The only problem is that Dollfie Dreams stain really easily. I’d have to make sure that all her clothes were lined, and nothing denim and/or black for her! That’s easy…I already have the an42 pink and orange paisley dress that I’d want her to wear…and the stripey black and white socks.
She would be such a pretty doll!
I think I need a camera with a really good zoom lens, or I need a good zoom lens to put on my current camera.
This disjointed entry has been brought to you by the Society of Useless Sexy Expensive Dolls, or USED.
I kind of want…
…a Soom Breccia head. Owner pictures show her much more full of character and smirks and less vapid than the promo pics.
Yeah…like I need any more big dolls.
Lumedoll’s 30cm mature male BJD, Koit
If there’s one thing that the ABJD world lacks, it’s truly 1:6 mature male BJDs, i.e. with the size and proportions of GI Joes. 1:6 mature female BJDs exist in quantity, from Soom’s Mini Gems to DollMore’s FMDs to SoulDoll’s Soul-Littles, but they have no male counterparts. SoulDoll at one time did make a male Soul-Little, Kimmy, but he has gone out of print.
Now, much to the joy of fans of 1:6 BJDs, a new 1:6 male doll has appeared on the horizon. Lumedoll will be making Koit, 30cm of goodness, perfectly sized to go along with all those 1:6 resin women!
After quickly glancing at Koit, I really like him. The seriousness of his mouth and the shape of his eyes reminds me favorably of Chow. Koit would also be the perfect mold for the special collections assistant of my Intellectum project, though nothing with probably come of said project.
I hope that Koit remains in print for a long time so that those who wish to have 1:6 resin guys can do so. Actually, I would really like for Koit to inspire Soom, DollMore and SoulDoll to make 1:6 resin dudes of their own so that the possibilities for 1:6 people could be even greater than those supplied by plastic forms.
2.1: “Homecoming Costumes”
In tribute to my grandmother, who died in July, I’m redoing all of season 2 [in which Anneka’s grandmother dies] with dolls, rather than digital renders. Here’s the first episode, in which Anneka and Will show off a bit of their huge collection of kinky sex toys.
Bad idea, MW!
I got the genius, bad, tempting idea this afternoon that Bobobie Charisma looks like Jareth. And there’s a Bobobie Charisma human head on the DOA Marketplace right now for $30.00. Of course, it’s slate-blue, which Jareth most emphatically ain’t, but that’s why people who have airbrushes who can be hired to recolor a head were invented.
To quote Hoggle from Labyrinth, "Damn you, Jareth! And damn me too!"
Like I need more Jareths in my life…especially after I already got rid of a BJD one [but it didn’t really look like him anyway].
EDIT: Well, shit. I see that Bobobie is on my list of cheating doll cos.
…But Charisma has a smirk...and a cheap price tag.
Did I mention the smirk? And the seductive androgyny? And the face that looks older than most preternaturally young-faced BJDs?
How morally compromised am I, considering the abandonment of my principles for a cheap smirk?
Now that I’ve gotten that out of my system, maybe I can go to bed.
Anneka in more Moxie Teens clothes
Anneka models more Moxie Teens fashions, all of which fit CGs beautifully. The first is marketed as a night gown, but it works very well as a dress and bolero for action figs. The second outfit is made of Melrose’s top and Bijou’s pants. Bijou’s pants actually go up to Anneka’s waist and close in the back, making a very effective pair of skinny jeans! I bought all four Moxie Teens and the night gown set at full price, but I am very pleased with the results. Now I have to figure out what to do with four naked Moxie Teens on my desk….
Continue reading Anneka in more Moxie Teens clothes
Testing a new layout for LHF
This is The Morning After, by WooThemes. What do you think? Is it readable? Clear? Inviting? None of the above? Any thoughts would be helpful.
Sitting there, not doing anything
I feel somewhat guilty about having 17 extra 1:6 dolls hanging around. By “extra,” I mean that they have no point. I keep them because I like them, not because they play any part in my major dolly project, LHF.
Articulation is all the rage, but why does it have to come with BIG HEADS?
An informal timeline of recent doll developments shows a plethora of increasingly articulated fashion or playline dolls available in your average department store or toy store.
Continue reading Articulation is all the rage, but why does it have to come with BIG HEADS?
Zombies in the shoestore! 9.9: “Anneka, Will and Peter”
In which shoes are lusted after.
More Moxie Teens clothes
I ordered Moxie Teens Melrose and Bijou [I already cannibalized Tristen and Arizona for their clothes], along with a pajamas set that looks like a nice lightweight summer dress. Melrose and Bijou shall donate their clothes to my 1:6ers, and I shall be up more 1:6 outfits at an exorbitant price! I’m really looking forward to Bijou’s transparent pink over-blouse and the jeans [over some long shirts, of course, for I hear they are too short-waisted otherwise]. Since I have a lot of extra money, compared to when I lived at my previous apartment, I can afford to invest in my dollies, hurrah!
Anneka, Will and the Moxie Teens
Anneka and Will wear clothes from Moxie Teens. Will’s skirt and scarf are Moxie Teens, as are Anneka’s shirt and skirt. Fabulous?!Continue reading Anneka, Will and the Moxie Teens
“How you turn my world, you precious thing”: Bering Lusk, the Harumika mannequin
I got my pink-headed Harumika today and promptly named her Bering Lusk. She’s quite imperious [hence the quote from David Bowie’s Within You, from Labyrinth], even with her limited articulation. However, she willingly donned an an42 creation made for a larger doll and allowed herself to be shot in the dying sun.Continue reading “How you turn my world, you precious thing”: Bering Lusk, the Harumika mannequin
My new AJ again
Just two more photos of my new AJ.Continue reading My new AJ again
9.8: “Velvette and Anneka”
In which we look in on Velvette’s designing skills.
My new AJ
I got a MIB AJ Mcleod recently. I just took off her default outfit and dressed her in an an42 dress, with a hat from someplace and Shoezies fuzzy cowskin boots! In these pictures, she is showing off some new cosmetics erasers that Val gave me, a little big for 1:6, but still workable.Continue reading My new AJ
Harumika mannequin with pink hair!
Ordered today from Amazon! Soon to be mine! I love her headsculpt and elegant hands. I may paint her head and rebody it…not sure.
All my dolls, 8/31/10
All my 1:6ers, LHF and non-, as of today. Total = 62, soon to be 63 with the addition of my AJ. Continue reading All my dolls, 8/31/10
My current desk and shelf set-up
Here are my shelves, desk, dolls and sets as of today in my new apartment. I take photos in the lefthand corner of my desk, where Ebru and Sophie are standing in front of a starry background. I put my dolls on the top shelves to the right of my desk, while parts of sets are stored below.Continue reading My current desk and shelf set-up
9.7: “Rori and Will”
In which we get a glimpse into Rori’s busy, busy life.
I’m getting a MIB AJ.
The first Cy Girl I picked up, back in 2001, was A.J. Mcleod. Her pale, melancholy face and brown hair reminded me of Jennifer Connelly as Sarah, but AJ looked more intelligent because her mouth was closed. I’ve loved and used the CG02 headsculpt [appearing on A.J., Blaze, Shadow and Destiny] many times in my collection, but, after customizing my last, I have no stock examples of this beautiful head. A fellow MWDer is selling me a MIB AJ, though, so I can enjoy her pure, unalloyed beauty as the second part of my "congratulations-I-successfully-moved" present to myself. I’ll leave this one untouched, though I’ll certainly change her clothes. I find AJ’s default outfit uninteresting.
P.S. If anyone wants to send me more congratulatory gifts because I successfully moved, comment here, and I will E-mail you my new address. 😀 😀
Sophie with orange eyes
Tonight I painted Sophie’s eyes orange. I worked on her lips, but I didn’t like them in either black or yellow, so I erased them. I also ended up erasing a bit of the silver around her mouth, so now her lips look very slightly matte in comparison to the rest of her. I don’t think I’ll mess with her any more; her eyes are more visible, and she looks welcoming, rather than creepy. As a bonus, there is a self-portrait in Sophie’s forehead of me holding my camera. :pContinue reading Sophie with orange eyes
Sophie meets Ebru.
I painted Sophie’s eyes black this evening in an effort to make her features stand out a bit more. What do you think I should do to her lips to make them more visible? In these pictures, she’s meeting Ebru, my YNU Group Mixi Houda, who has a new hat. Both of them are wearing an42 dresses!Continue reading Sophie meets Ebru.
Sophie
Here is my latest 1:6 acquisition. She is a Comic Con 2003 special edition silver Cy Girl. Even though she was produced in small numbers, she’s still available from Echobase Toys, who sold her to me for <$30.00 including shipping. There are only two unusual things about her: first, her color, and, second, her headsculpt, which, as far as I know, was used only on the Comic Con exclusives [there was a gold one too], but not on any flesh-colored dollies. Made completely of silver plastic [except for her joints, which are whitish], Sophie, as I have named her, is very difficult to take pictures of. She has the opposite problem of Velvette, my darkest doll, who swallows light; Sophie, instead, reflects everything. Forthwith, some photos.Continue reading Sophie
9.6: “Viktor and Velvette”
In which Viktor listens to the Rolling Stones, who describe his life.
I have ordered Sophie.
C’est a dire, I have purchased the doll who would play Scanty Sophie if the Intellectum Library project ever came to fruition: a Comic-Con 2003 special silver Cy Girl 1.0. She is part of my "Congratulations, you successfully moved!" present to myself. She will be part of LHF, a robotic creation of Janet’s, and her name will be Sophie. I used to have a silver CG a long time ago, and I’m pleased to be getting one again. Thanks, Echobase Toys. Watch out for her eventual inclusion in LHF!
Something is wrong with this doll!
People in the Library of Intellectum keep finding it lying around on books like How to Create Your Own Homunculus, Artificial Lifeforms for Beginners and Ventriloquism for Fun and Sadism. Whenever a patron picks up the doll to give it to lost and found, the doll’s eyes glitter and follow the person, and it seems to start frowning. Inevitably, the patron, instead of giving the doll to lost and found, puts the doll in a dark corner of the library, hopefully never to be seen again. A few weeks later, the doll appears on an open book, seeming to read. It cannot be gotten rid of!
The ghost and the library assistant are very interested in the doll. The ghost likes the doll because…well, she wants a dolly, and she’s rather indiscriminate about what kind. The library assistant thinks that the doll is alive, possessed or cursed and somehow trying to communicate with people, but people keep banishing it. The library assistant and the ghost conduct experiments on the doll, and they’ve pretty much established that it moves on its own, even though they haven’t seen it do so. The library assistant thinks that she can teach the doll how to write, since the doll’s mouth is stitched up.
The doll is a V3 base with free Classic Elegance hair and a creepy, compelling texture by samildanach, Dulari Doll. Picture of naked doll below.
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After seeing what’s out there for digital models…
…I have come to the conclusion that Daz and its ilk are used primarily by amateur pornographers who can’t draw.
Library assistant in Regency-like dress
Library assistant in modified Story Time [originally made for Millennium Girls]. Continue reading Library assistant in Regency-like dress
Library assistant with different hair
I’m still trying to find a hairstyle that suits her personality. Or I’m still trying to find her personality via her hairstyle. This one is Mint3D’s free Classic Elegance.
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Dolls for the Library of Intellectum
In order of appearance…
Scanty Sophie is a ComicCon 2003 special silver CG01. $20.00 at Echobase Toys.
The book wyrm is a felted Chinese dragon. $200.00-$300.00, probably commissioned via etsy.
The library assistant is a Dollmore Melissa Hon BJD. $234.00 at Dollmore.
The head librarian is probably a square-jawed Obitsu head [W-03] on an Obitsu slender male body. Head is $6.99 and body $20.99 at JunkySpot.
The ghost is a Elfdoll Doona Ryung with the open-eyed head, preferably on a Notdoll Miriam body. Elfdoll Doona Ryung is somewhere between $340.00-$380.00 on the secondary market, while Notdoll Mariam is $310.00 at Notdoll.
The special collections assistant is a Elfdoll Doona Ryung squinty head, preferably on a resin [SoulDoll? Alchemico Labo?] 27cm male body. Prices for resin 27cm male bodies are unknown, as they are very rare.
The "little fucker" would be a DreamHigh Squee. $160.00 from Luxour Academy.
The sets would probably be comparatively cheap and easy!
The digitally rendered scene would serve as the exterior.
The book wyrm’s room could just be a corner of grey foamcore, maybe with some painted cardboard tubing for a few pillars.
The Pierian Spring would be more grey foamcore for the backdrop, more cardboard tubing for pillars, painted pie tins and other shallow vessels for the fountain tiers.
The Discard Bin could just be suggested by one coffin and ye olde grey backdrop with a rose window drawn on it.
The ILL center could be ye olde grey background with colorful, grungy window frames drawn on and some computers added.
A set of stacks could be made with two large bookcases full up, facing, making an aisle between them. Making each book out of paper and wood would take the most time.
Why am I spending so much time on this idea? It’ll never reach fruition.
Infestation
Known to the employees of the Library of Intellectum as "little fuckers," these things run around the library. No one’s sure whether they feed on books, come out of books, or what. They make a high-pitched whispery snickering noise that infuriates almost everyone who hears it. When the employees in the oversized quartos section are really bored, they build elaborate simple machines to flatten them. The newest library assistant distinguishes herself by having compassion for them and urging people not to wantonly destroy them, but she has trouble convincing people of her message.
Improved ghost of the library
Now she is modeled after Elfdoll’s Doona Ryung.
Base is Millennium Girls. Texture is from a character called TenTen by Yamato. Outfit is another permutation of the wonderful, intricate Story Time. Hair is Studio Maya’s Spiral Twin Tail. Continue reading Improved ghost of the library
The library assistant with even better hair
This is her again, this time with free Short Layered Hair by Studio Maya.
She’s serious and curious, prone to losing herself in the stacks and basements, and in wonder at it all.Continue reading The library assistant with even better hair
A boy in blues: the Library of Intellectum’s special collections assistant
Here is one of the assistants in special collections in the Library of Intellectum. The best friend of the newest library assistant, he focuses on archiving personal histories and journals in special collections. He likes to tell people that he gets paid to read other people’s secret diaries. He dislikes his librarian’s blues, as he thinks they are too drab and not flattering enough. Besides cerebral palsy, he was also born with alopecia totalis and was raised by a single mother, from whom he learned to apply eyebrows in a rather more arched shape than might be expected.
The special collections assistant is a Victoria 3 base [with male morph], V3 basic texture and V3 Morphing Fantasy Dress. The wheelchair is a free download by ziggie.
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The Library of Intellectum’s ghost
The Library of Intellectum has a ghost, whose reality is accepted much more thoroughly than that of the book wyrm. More people have seen the ghost than the wyrm, after all. She is about 10 years old, precocious, demanding and bossy. Since she can’t make physical contact with anything, she often asks people to get books down from the shelves for her and flip through the pages so that she can read them. In this way she has learned much beyond her years, and she enjoys shocking patrons with her foul mouth and her detailed knowledge of sex. Anyone who spends a little time with her, though, knows that her arrogant demeanor hides a deep core of loneliness and vulnerability. She wishes that someone would pay attention to her and treat her as a daughter, but doubts that anyone would want to.
Modeled after Soom’s Mini Gem Garam, the library ghost is standing in the Discard Bin. She is made using Poser Girls’ free Alina character for Victoria 2 [login needed] on the free Daz Millennium Girls base, with the Capsces Litl’uns morph package [formerly sold at Renderosity]. The hair is Kozaburo’s free Alice hair, while the beautiful outfit is Daz’ Story Time.
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Head librarian supervises ILL transmats
This is the head librarian of the Library of Intellectum. She is checking out the transmat functions in the Interlibrary Loan Center. The head librarian sees nothing external in her left eye. Instead, she hacks into the library’s electronic systems; she has the whole catalog directly in her head.
No one knows much about the head librarian’s past. She might be older than the library itself, maybe even as old as the book wyrm. Some say that the library started with her personal collection of books, and she certainly seems to be on a first-name basis with the volumes now housed in special collections. It is known that she has apartments somewhere in the corner of the Magenta Monstrosity. The head librarian treats patrons like tiresomely necessary intruders into her private home. She has a special room somewhere to detain those who are caught defacing library property.
She is made with the Rayne morph package and standard V3 textures, wearing Laques hair and Daz’ Morphing Glasses, along with V3’s Morphing Fantasy Dress and Daz’ free Cyberhead for V3 [login required]. Her pose is one of V3’s standards. Apparently Andrea was right; the librarians at the Library of Intellectum all wear neutral blue robes that they call librarian’s blues. Continue reading Head librarian supervises ILL transmats
Part of the Library of Intellectum’s Interlibrary Loan Center
This is the corner of the Library of Intellectum’s Interlibrary Loan Center where books are delivered to and returned from institutions that participate in the library’s interlibrary loan program. The pink beam transmats books out, while the blue beam transmats books in. This system only works, naturally, with libraries that have two-way transmat capaibilities, which is why the interlibrary loan system extends only within Intellectum’s many branch libraries. Because the beams are calibrated only to act on inanimate objects under a certain weight, there is no danger of people teleporting to participating libraries! The console over at the right runs the beaming technology.
This scene is made up of Aery Soul’s Gothic Prison 4 for the walls [free], Aery Soul’s Well Room for the beams [free] and Daz’ Dystopian Console Station [currently free, but may not be in the future]. Continue reading Part of the Library of Intellectum’s Interlibrary Loan Center
There’s a lot going on underground at the Library of Intellectum….
Here we have the Tomb of the Unknown Librarians, or, as it’s colloquially known amongst library employees, the Discard Bin. This scene is made up of elements from Caligo Fanum, Daz’ free Radiance of Spirit rose window [login required], Daz’ free Stone Coffin and Pedestal [login required] and the not-free Tomb. The senior librarians come down here ostensibly to contemplate mortality, but younger employees whisper that they are worshipping the ancestral spirits of librarians long dead [see brazier]. Continue reading There’s a lot going on underground at the Library of Intellectum….
Library assistant with better hair
The library assistant with free Spiral Twin Tail Hair by Studio Maya. She appears to be reading an invisible book…. Continue reading Library assistant with better hair
The newest assistant at the Library of Intellectum
She has no name yet, but this is her. She is my attempt at replicating this 12" BJD, Melissa Hon, in a realistic morph with the help of the Rayne morph package on a Victoria 3 base. Her hair is Laques hair by seisui. As she contemplates the Pierian Spring, she is wearing a neutral, unrealistic outfit, the V3 Morphing Fantasy Dress. I like her long chin and androgynous look. She is, obviously, the hero of the story. Continue reading The newest assistant at the Library of Intellectum
In another of the Library of Intellectum’s labyrinthine basements…
…lies a fountain fed by an underground aquifer. Library employees call it the Pierian Spring, after the fountain of Greek mythology that was supposed to impart knowledge to those who tasted its waters. No one dare drink from it, for they remember Alexander Pope’s admonishment on the subject:
"A little learning is a dangerous thing.
Drink deep, or taste not the Pierian spring…."
Everyone forgets the next two lines:
"There shallow draughts intoxicate the brain,
And drinking largely sobers us again."
…Which imply that a long, strong drink of Pierian water would do no harm. Anyway, like the book wyrm, the Pierian Spring remains a legend among library denizens, most of whom don’t go belowstairs [for fear of getting lost in the many passageways!]. There are rumors, however, that certain drinking fountains in the library are fed by the same spring, although no one can specify quite which ones.
This set was made from pieces of Caligo Fanum [the floor and back walls], Daz’ free Mansion Staircase [the pillars around the spring] [login needed] and Daz’ free Fonte Aretusa [the fountain and cobbles around it] [login needed]. Caligo Fanum is getting quite a workout these days. I never thought I’d use a product that I downloaded for free [many months ago] so frequently. Continue reading In another of the Library of Intellectum’s labyrinthine basements…
I love The Girl!
One of my favorite 3-D models is a cartoon character, The Girl, created by Kim Goossens. I used her as the base for this picture of Frank, who is clothed in free EvilInnocence skirt and top because I’m not up for spending new money on 3-D. The engaging smirk! The gravity-defying boobs! What’s not to love?Continue reading I love The Girl!
The Library of Intellectum’s book wyrm
…Sleeps in the basement. Which came first, the library or the book wyrm? No one knows. Most people don’t even believe in the book wyrm, but, then again, most people don’t get down to the library’s subbasements.
This scene is made from elements of Caligo Fanum with the Eastern Dragon. I had to fight with it to get it to curl up sleeping, but I think the beautiful results are worth it. Doesn’t it look like a welcoming book wyrm, even in its sleep? 😀 😀 Continue reading The Library of Intellectum’s book wyrm
Library of Intellectum from across new, improved Intellectum Common
Intellectum Common now has benches, trash cans and a central information kiosk instead of a fountain. It’s very accessible!
Grass is a texture from somewhere on sharecg.com. Trees are from Daz’ Days of Cider. Park bench is a Renderosity freebie by 3dpmr. Trash cans are cylinder primitives made green. Info kiosk comes from Daz’ NeoStop.
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Sophia, the symbol, mascot and haunt of the Library of Intellectum
The Old Library [the green part of the library complex] boasts a lifesize statue on top of its pointy dome. This naked silver figure, which holds a book, represents Sophia, or knowledge, but everyone in the library calls her Scanty Sophie. No one knows why she has no hair or clothes, but people generally agree that the sculptor, whose name is mercifully lost to time, couldn’t sculpt cloth or hair very well.
Anyway, old-timers at the library always tell newcomers that Scanty Sophie comes down from her pedestal and lurks around the fashion section, trying to find something to wear. Some people swear that they’ve seen her, but they’re also the same people who are certain that a dragon — a book wyrm, to be precise — slumbers below the library’s foundation.
Scanty Sophie is a textureless Daz model, the free Victoria 2. Her book is just a cube primitive rescaled. Continue reading Sophia, the symbol, mascot and haunt of the Library of Intellectum
Library of Intellectum from across Intellectum Common
I added trees, sidewalks and a reflecting pool to Intellectum Common.
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Now I have Daz back on my computer…
…Just so I can create a wedge of a futuristic city with a library complex at the center of the scene. Behold the Library of Intellectum! It’s made of some pieces of the aforementioned Dystopia City Blocks, colored in nice bright pastels by me.
The Library of Intellectum occupies the whole block in the center of the picture. I don’t know very much about it yet, but I do know that the green building with the pointy dome is the earliest surviving library structure. It is easily 200 years old. When the city was small, it originally housed the entire library. Over the years, additions and other buildings have been erected. The large wedge-shaped building behind the green one is known as the Magenta Monstrosity. Still controversial, even though it was finished over 50 years ago, the Magenta Monstrosity excites revulsion because of its color and because it’s kind of out of scale with the rest of the smaller, older library buildings.
The Library of Intellectum fronts on one of the city’s parks, partly shown, but currently undeveloped. Intellectum Common still needs trees, paths, benches, trash cans and a sculpture garden. It has a long, interesting history that I haven’t made up yet.
Daz does have its strong points, namely in the rendering of peopleless scenes and beautifully constructed buildings. I’ll never again use it for people, though, no matter how diverse their body shapes, because they all end up posing unnaturally. Besides, I can’t touch them the way I do with my dolls.
I don’t have Daz on my computer any more…
…But I couldn’t help but go into my old account and order these Dystopia City Blocks 1-10 and 11-20. They’re just so beautiful — I’ve admired them since I first became interested in 3-D rendering — and, besides, they’re free. I’d love to do a multimedia doll soap opera using some of them as exterior shots.
9.5: “Andrew and Davry”
In which we discover that there are two types of people in the world.
9.4: “Pippilotta and ZaeZae”
In which we find out how Pippilotta got her name.
9.3: “Mark and Sibley”
In which we find out who Mark and Sibley really love.
9.2: “Janet”
In which we learn about Janet’s secret vice.
Junebug and Sardonix greet warm weather.
It was about 80 degrees F today and a little hazy, so we had a preview of summer out.Continue reading Junebug and Sardonix greet warm weather.
9.1: “Anneka and Will”
In which we look into Anneka and Will’s dreams.
Tom Baker’s Doctor, number four
I just had the pleasure of watching the first 4-ep [back when eps were 30 minutes apiece] adventure with the Fourth Doctor of Dr. Who. That adventure, Robot, appeared in 1974 and involved a morally conflicted robot being manipulated by elitist geniuses to promote nuclear warfare on Earth. Given that the Doctor was played at this time by Tom Baker, known for his indelible and classic portrayal of the Doctor, I was curious to see what Who Classic, as interpreted by a universally beloved actor, looked like.
I must say that I easily see why so many viewers adore Baker as the Doctor. With his buggy eyes, uncontrollable hair and facetiously long but always useful scarf, Baker projects an air much like Harpo Marx. Seemingly childlike in his non sequiturs and mood shifts, Baker conveys the impression of an intelligence and a personality moving much too fast for most humans to grasp. While light-years beyond humans in comprehension, Baker’s Doctor also enjoys playing with them, changing costumes, offering jelly babies and doing other performative flourishes that require an appreciative audience. I don’t think of him as an arrogant performer, but a self-satisfied one, always ready to prove how sparkling he is. His smugness, playfulness and utter confidence wrap up into an endearing whole.
As a whole show, Dr. Who was different in 1974 than it is now. With shorter episodes and stronger musical cues pointing out humorous moments, Dr. Who in 1974 comes across as more sit-com-like than dramatic. At the same time, the constant shooting, blowing up and cliff-hanging endings work against the sit-com frame, suggesting more of an old-fashioned serial drama. The show has an interesting hybrid form, and I can see why it appealed back then to viewers of all ages.
Guro-art short story by Caitlin Kiernan
After reading The Red Tree twice earlier this month, I discovered that its author, Caitlin Kiernan, is to blame for a particularly memorable bit of fictional splatter, "Season of the Broken Dolls," that I read online a few years ago and then forgot all the salient details of, except for that it was about living art made out of undone and rearranged people.
Anyway, purely by chance, while looking into the rest of Kiernan’s oeuvre, I found out that she wrote "Season," and I knew then that it was the story that I’d remembered for quite a while. I even found a copy of it online, so here it is in its memorable, disgusting glory, memorialized for future use. It will never get away from me again.
Supernatural hates women.
How much evidence must I draw together to prove my conclusion? Every single female character of note has been killed off by the cruelly misogynist calculus of the show, leaving a single-sex colony of gruff, bitten men to save the world, which, in the Supernatural universe, has no women in it.
The cavalier contempt with which the show dispatches its female characters really revolts me. Its most egregious murder of women occurred when the show offed its most sympathetic and universally loved female character, Ellen Harvelle, and her daughter Jo in the episode this season where Sam and Dean tried [and failed] to kill the Devil with the magic gun that never kills anything. After multiple seasons of development, during which the audience grew to like and appreciate Ellen and Jo, the two were killed gratuitously in a failed mission. They died for no greater cause or purpose besides the show’s inability to countenance a live woman. Misogyny kills, even in narrative form.
Why do I keep watching this show?
EDIT: So I hear that Supernatural has been renewed for a sixth season, which makes me wonder what sort of plot arc can come after the Biblical apocalypse. Anything after that will seem small-scale and jejune. I won’t be tuning in. Bye, Supernatural.
8.9: “Write of Her”
In which Will meets his muse, Captain Thunderpussy, encore une fois.
Junebug and Sardonix have sushi, part II
Junebug and Sardonix are eating sushi [soaps] that my sister gave me for my birthday.
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Junebug and Sardonix have sushi, part I
My sister gave me some fragrant soaps in the shape of sushi for my birthday in the hopes that my dolls could use them. Junebug and Sardonix obliged.Continue reading Junebug and Sardonix have sushi, part I
Doll club, 5/8/09: photos
I want this in 1:6.
This, right here. Reminds me of Zinnia Pascale.
8.8: “Think of Me”
In which Anneka meets her muse, Leonyssus, again.
Dr. Who, season 5: still awesome
I just watched 5.2 and 5.4, "The Beast Below" and "Time of the Angels." The latter appears to be the first part of a two-parter starring my favorite Dr. Who monsters, the Weeping Angels, who look like life-sized cemetery statues when one is looking at them, but transform into fanged killers when one doesn’t look at them. I can’t wait till the second part, "Flesh and Stone," to resolve the story!
I would like to report that I still like Amy better than the Twelfth Doctor; with her sharpness, briskness and quick thinking, Karen Gillan’s portrayal reminds me of a less infatuated, more intelligent Rose. Gillan seems to have more range than, say, Freema Agyeman.
However, even though I prefer Amy over Matt Smith’s Doctor, at least the Doctor has settled down a bit from the first ep and shown himself some more consistent personality. He’s slapdash, risk-taking and fond of waiting till the last minute for his genius to kick in. In his dramaticness [yes, that’s a word that I just made up] and unpredictability, he seems a close follower of Tennant’s portrayal.
Lil BJDs I want
After I move, I think I’m going to get a new 1:6 BJD. I certainly don’t need one, but I want one. It will be one of the following:
- Elfdoll 14cm Olivia. She is a sleeping elfy dolly, the same size as Waverley.
- Elfdoll 20cm Doona Ryung. She is the same size as Submit, but with a headsculpt like the 60cm Elfdoll Ryung.
- Soom Mini Gem 27cm Aren. She has a sweet face.
Fight or Flight 7: “Under Construction”
In which the end and the beginning of Angelie’s story is reached.
Fight or Flight 6: “Where’s Angelie?”
In which Angelie hasn’t been around for a while.
Doll club, 4/10/10
Just a few people [six] came to doll club today, so the meeting lasted shorter than usual. I brought Tamsin, a doll customized by Andrea and wearing a combo of dress, apron and stockings made by Andrea, sitting in a Vitra mini chair from a package from Andrea. Tamsin’s multicolored hair and detailed paint job were much exclaimed over.Continue reading Doll club, 4/10/10
Dr. Who season 5: new theme music, Doctor, new TARDIS, new companion
Matt Smith, as the eleventh Doctor, and Karen Gillan, as companion Amy Pond, blast off in the season 5 pilot of Dr. Who with an episode light on plot and actual information and heavy on loosey-goosey antics from the latest incarnation of the character, whose David Tennant form I liked better.
As the Doctor, Smith plays a bouncy, funny, nearly addlebrained version of the BBC’s flagship alien, who talks faster and jumps around more than previous versions. Smith’s Doctor seems much looser and more out-of-control than even Tennant’s, kind of like a puppy whose feet are too big for it.
Meanwhile, with her crisp primness and matter-of-fact reactions to a spaceship in her front yard, Amy, as played by Gillan, offers a certain uptight confidence that is quite likeable. Possibly she is also a study in the faithfulness of human nature, given that she’s been waiting most of her life for the Doctor to come back.
So far, after one ep, the Doctor feels like a big collection of personality spasms and tics rather than a fully fledged character. Amy comes across as more well-rounded and -grounded. In this case, the companion transmits herself as more endearing and accessible than the Doctor. Meanwhile, there is some hope for Matt Smith, as he’s definitely demonstrated the comic chops necessary for the role. It would be nice for him to find the center of the character beyond the farce, however. So far, I haven’t seen it.
P.S. Despite the fact that it’s missing the signature long electrical warping sounds [weeeeee-ooooooooooo!], I do like the new theme. And the new TARDIS looks cool too.
Companions of the New Who: how they stack up
Just as each actor who plays the Doctor brings something new to the role and makes it a different show, so each person who plays a major companion of the Doctor’s changes the balance of the show as well.
Rose, played by Billie Piper, seems to be the most quintessentially human of the Doctor’s companions. Neither particularly smart nor particularly stupid, she is notable for her compassion, even towards Daleks in season 2’s "Dalek," and her adventuresome curiosity that more than matches the Doctor’s in whatever form he’s in. Her constant sense of wonder toward her weird adventures and her ability to see the personhood of non-human aliens makes her the representative of the best of human nature. I think it also helps that Piper had one of the longest-running companion roles, allowing her a full range of emotions in her performance, which thus lets her sort of embody the full gamut of human sentiment. As an actor, Piper is convincing, competent and naturalistic, a permeable Mary Sue with adorable qualities.
Martha, played by Freema Agyeman, seems to be the most academical and dependent of the Doctor’s companions. With her doctor training, she represents human knowledge, but she does not seem to have the same voracious spirit of adventure demonstrated by Rose and Donna. She appears less interested in the awesomeness of space and time and more interested in the Doctor as a love object. Therefore she sticks like glue to him and gets very very anxious when he’s, for example, human in season 3’s "Human Nature" and "Family of Blood." She comes across as more desperate than the other companions of the New Who, probably because of her unrequited love for the Doctor. As an actor, Agyeman gives a performance with remote, high-strung and occasionally wooden notes. Even though I have a very cute doll of her, I dislike her the most of the New Who companions.
Donna, played by Catherine Tate, seems to be the most energetic and snarky of the Doctor’s companions. Her rubber-facedness matches perfectly with Tennant’s [see season 4’s "Partners in Crime" for brilliant examples], while her dry remarks demonstrate that she has a cool self-possession that she almost never loses. Thus she represents the human sense of humor and ability to take weirdness in stride. With her matter-of-fact negotiation of her role as the Doctor’s "mate" and her eagerness to fly around with him, she shows a sort of practical sense of wonder. She’s also the most mature character of the three companions. As an actor, Tate shines with comic flair and energetic snippiness.
The New Who, season 1
The constant succession of Doctors in the long-running BBC TV show Dr. Who allows for the show to expand, taking on a new main performer, even as elements of it remain familiar. Therefore, Christopher Eccleston as the Doctor in season 1 of the New Who makes Dr. Who a different show than does David Tennant in seasons 2-4 of the same show. Where Dr. Who with David Tennant is much more of a whiz-bang fest of funny faces and physical comedy, Dr. Who with Christopher Eccleston is just as engaging, but dryer, more restrained. I find Eccleston’s delivery crisper and smugger, with an edge of arrogance that I don’t find in Tennant. I like Tennant best, but Eccleston rates a good second.
8.6: “Free Write II”
In which the group hears Anneka’s and Will’s writing.
Samples of the new Dr. Who
After having sampled seasons 2, 3 and 4 of the new Dr. Who, with David Tennant as the Doctor and Billie Piper, Freema Agyeman and Catherine Tate playing companions, I have come to the conclusion that Dr. Who is a silly and wonderful show. It’s playful and a lot of fun in a way that I haven’t found too much TV to be.
At its best, Dr. Who is a paean to human curiosity and inventiveness, as personified by rubber-faced Tennant, the eternally childlike and brilliant Doctor. It also honors human compassion and bravery as modeled by the various companions. Tightly written and often witty, episodes display the boundless, questing imaginations of the writers and producers, an inventiveness brought to life by solid performances all around.
Watching this show really brings forth a sense of wonder, of continuous joy over the neverending story of a fantastic serial. Even though I have a crush on David Tennant [he smirks!], I wouldn’t recommend watching whole particular seasons, just eps here and there so that they mash together in a pleasing mass of seething ideas to inspire one to one’s own fictional endeavors.
Thank you to bella_fox for sponsoring my acquaintance with Dr. Who in the form of her link to downloads.
LHF 8.5: “Free Write I”
In which the writing group discusses Waverley’s and Sarah’s writing.
Tamsin, from Andrea
I bought Tanzen, now named Tamsin, from Andrea, and she [Tamsin, not Andrea] came in the mail today, barefoot, with a bonus off-the-shoulder red knit dress. I took a few pictures of her rainbow hair and, as I did so, she opened up, but still remained shy.Continue reading Tamsin, from Andrea
Fight or Flight 5: “Dying Well”
In which Angelie learns how to slow down.
Another update to my Shoezies site!
My Shoezies site, hasbro shoezies: the definitive resource [ooooh, exciting!], is now complete. I just uploaded pictures of the Shoezies Showplace and my orphaned Shoezies. Go learn more than you ever cared to know about small plastic shoes at http://www.oddpla.net/shoezies !
Interestingly enough, I keep checking the Google search results, and hasbro shoezies: the definitive resource doesn’t come up, sob sob. All my LJ entries about Shoezies do, however. So does my Flickr stream, which is entirely made up of Hasbro Shoezies. I don’t understand it. Anyway, I set up links to the Shoezies site all over my Flickr stream.
Shoezies booty!
I got a whole bunch of Shoezies and Shoezies knock-offs from sailorzeo yesterday, so I’ve updated my Shoezies site with photos of them all, including their names and collections where I can find it. The definitive Shoezies resource has expanded! Go here: http://www.oddpla.net/shoezies ! More than you ever cared to know about little toy shoes!
Fight or Flight 4: “The Unexamined Life”
In which we learn more about the mysterious jogger.
Junebug in the park
Today was sunny, with a high of 55 degrees F, so Junebug went to the park with me, where she successfully conquered a HUGE boulder!! ^_^ Continue reading Junebug in the park
Doll club, 3/6/10: 2 of Steph’s dolls
At doll club, I also took pictures of Steph’s Limwha Half Elf [top] and Unidoll Feanor [bottom]. I particularly like the youthful, smiley expression on Feanor’s face.Continue reading Doll club, 3/6/10: 2 of Steph’s dolls
Doll club, 3/6/10: N’Yenya and Shaniqua
I brought Shaniqua [top] and N’Yenya [bottom] to doll club to show off their dresses by Andrea, where they were much exclaimed over.Continue reading Doll club, 3/6/10: N’Yenya and Shaniqua
Doll club, 3/6/10: Maria and Ashley’s Barbie Basics
I went to doll club today and took some pictures of Maria and Ashley’s Barbie Basics, poorly articulated Barbies in little black dresses. The variety of headmolds represents common and rare ones. Below, a sampling.Continue reading Doll club, 3/6/10: Maria and Ashley’s Barbie Basics
2010 Harley Barbie and Ken giftset: 1 step forward, 1 step back
The 2010 Harley Barbie and Ken giftset, $70.00, features a fully articulated Ken doll with wrist and ankle joints. He also has the headsculpt first introduced with Mattel's Edward [from Twilight] doll. Since I really like the headsculpt and the increased articulation, I look favorably on Ken. However, apparently the Barbie in this set does not have the same level of articulation. Why not? 1 step forward, 1 step back for Mattel.Continue reading 2010 Harley Barbie and Ken giftset: 1 step forward, 1 step back
Fight or Flight 3: “Invitation”
In which the mysterious jogger is invited in.
The unofficial Shoezies Web site!
I made a little Web site dedicated to Hasbro Shoezies and linked it to my Flickr photostream [yes, I have one now] with pictures of Shoezies and their use as 1:6 footwear.
8.3: “Hearing Voices”
In which Anneka and Will discuss what to do about their pushy muses.
1:6 hunks of meat
Meat pencil toppers. They look 1:6 to me.
Drip Clips: 1:6 sink?
I think these Drip Clips would make a really nice 1:6 sink. Continue reading Drip Clips: 1:6 sink?
Zinnia Pascale questions Peter’s dietary choices.
My two zombies meet. Continue reading Zinnia Pascale questions Peter’s dietary choices.
Ebru in an an42 dress
Ebru shows off yet another one of my spoils from Andrea’s package. The package contained about 30 items of clothing for $25.00 total, and I kept 19 items, making each item just about $1.32, which is a bargain for clothing by my favorite designer for 1:6! As you can tell, the population is very happy with the results too. I think I need an "andrea" tag, just to keep track of the clothes and packages from her that I showcase here! Continue reading Ebru in an an42 dress
1:7 shopping cart
Vat19 sells 1:7 shopping carts that have fold-out child seats and the ability to be shoved together, just like 1:1 shopping carts. Though they are a little bit small for 1:6, this video with a Barbie demonstrates that they can passably act as 1:6 carts.
Peter likes lollipops.
I’m still coating his hair with matte gloss, but I thought I’d take a picture of Peter as he stands now. I still need a cutesy graphic, the equivalent of a My Little Pony, for his shirt. However, he’s finished for now. Since the last photo, I added purple to his shoelaces, blue highlights on the green and pink parts of his mohawk and a red wash to his eyes. I also gave him a safety pin hanging off of one earring. I thought he might cheer up after I fed him a lollipop, but he still looks intensely worried. 🙁
Continue reading Peter likes lollipops.
Anneka in an42 clothes
Anneka shows off another garment from the big batch of Andrea’s partly showcased yesterday on N’Yenya, Shaniqua, Materyllis and Janet. Dress is by Andrea, and sleeves are from a Barbie dress by Andrea. Continue reading Anneka in an42 clothes
Pink Squad +1: painting Peter
Below is a picture of Peter in progress. I’ve painted his boots green and his mohawk green and pink. I’ve also swapped out his white sleeves for ones with a stars-and-stripes design. Peter is unhappy and confused because his eyes are covered with masking tape. Continue reading Pink Squad +1: painting Peter
Peter [Sideshow The Dead: The Punk] before customizing
May I introduce Peter, standing in front of his packaging? I haven’t customized him yet, just turned his Rabid Weasels T-shirt around and trimmed the neckline in preparation for putting a different graphic on it.
I really like the attention to detail in this fig, especially the little buttons on his vest and the specially sculpted bootfeet in awkward, decaying positions. The Prometheus body is okay, with a decent range of motion around the neck and relatively tight joints, but I don’t like the caps on the shoulders that make putting the arms down by the sides difficult. I can’t wait to repaint him a bit and otherwise customize him and make him my own!
Continue reading Peter [Sideshow The Dead: The Punk] before customizing
N’Yenya, Shaniqua, Materyllis and Janet in clothes by Andrea
I bought a bunch of various dresses off Andrea this week, and now some LHFers are modeling the results. From left to right, there’s N’Yenya, Shaniqua, Materyllis and Janet. My favorite article of clothing in the picture is N’Yenya’s dress. Janet’s shirt is adapted from a Barbie-sized dress. It, of course, has robots on it! Now if only I could get Janet to look at the camera… Continue reading N’Yenya, Shaniqua, Materyllis and Janet in clothes by Andrea
Hasbro Shoezies and their use as doll shoes
Visit my Shoezies Web site at http://www.oddpla.net/shoezies/ !
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Does anyone have any Shoezies that they don’t want, especially clogs or slides? I want them!
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I can barely find anything online about Hasbro’s Shoezies, unless I want to purchase said toys on Ebay, so I thought I’d write up a brief description and provide pictures for those interested.
Shoezies were a line of toys by Hasbro that first debuted in February, 2001, according to this article on About.com. They were pairs of miniature collectible shoes, in approximately 1:5 or 1:6 scale. Among the 36 styles were sandals, clogs, slides, flats, pumps, sneakers, roller blades, etc. Each pair came in its own shoebox with tissue paper. The shoes themselves were molded out of plastic in exquisite detail, with distinct lefts and rights, laces and texturing. Tread patterns were individualized for each pair of shoes, though all pairs had a five-petaled flower design on the bottom to signify that they were official Shoezies. Further accessories also included a Shoezies Display Center, a shoe-store-like shelf to shoe of one’s Shoezies, and little boom boxes, which one was supposed to "dance" the Shoezies too.
What were girls supposed to do with these "miniature collectible shoes?" Hasbro advertising suggested putting them on your fingers and "walking" around with them, but doll enthusiasts had other ideas. Collectors of 1:4, or 16-18", dolls such as Tyler and Gene discovered that Shoezies displayed well next to 1:4 shoes, though the dolls’ feet were too big to fit in the Shoezies. And 1:6 nerds, like me, realized that some Shoezies could either be slipped on bare 1:6 female action figure feet without adaptation. Or other pairs could be adapted as "bootfeet" for those female action figures with ball and socket ankle joints.
I have 5 pairs of Shoezies in my femfig footwear collection, and I use them in several different ways. The black ankle boots and the red hiking boots can be wedged directly onto ankle stumps. As you can see, the purple chunky soles and the grey athletic shoes have been modified to be bootfeet for Cy Girl/Perfect Body bodies. Finally, the T-straps in the lower left fit bare femfig action figure feet without any alteration. Continue reading Hasbro Shoezies and their use as doll shoes
Current favorite Rements from Candy Shop and Gyu Gyu Pets
As much as I like Rement’s offerings, I get sick of their constant chocolate, cake and dessert sets. I especially like Rement appliances, animals and Western cuisine. The Candy Shop appeals to me because it contains animals and non-cake dessert. Continue reading Current favorite Rements from Candy Shop and Gyu Gyu Pets
Reduce photo blur by using your body to stabilize camera
I found a video, along with a transcription, that gives advice on how to use one’s body to stabilize one’s camera so that one won’t have a whole lotta shakin’ goin’ on when one takes photos.
All my dolls, 02/09/10
All my 1:6ers, LHFers and non-, as of today. That’s about 60 dollses! I didn’t realize that I had that many.
Articulating another American Girl Girls of Many Lands doll
Today I finally did something constructive with dolls besides purchase them. In order to articulate my Girls of Many Lands doll #3, I mounted her bust on a Jakks Pacific Juku Couture body, which, being 9", was just the right size. As a result, my GOML, now named Isabeau, is articulated at wrists, ankles, knees, waist and neck, a great improvement from her earlier statuesque state. Her outfit obscures most of her articulation, but you can see her striking a pose below. Previous adventures in articulating GOMLs are here, and here..
All I know about Isabeau is that she is a member of the Colonials, the oldest vampire clan in New England. She is probably one of those people who died young, but acts much older than her death age because she has had years in which to mature. She strikes me as less of a girl and more of a small woman.
Continue reading Articulating another American Girl Girls of Many Lands doll
Photos from doll club, 02/06/10
Just a few photos from doll club. I took pictures of my new Rement pets, a hedgehog and a turtle, in the hands of Anneka and Will respectively, and the animals are in perfect scale for pets. I also snapped a picture of one of Maria’s Kish Rileys, which would make a great younger character for LHF if it were more jointed and possessed of less exaggerated lip paint. Helen Kish’s distinctive sculpting style can be seen in the Rileys as well as in my American Girl Girls of Many Lands dolls, Qingting and Maggie.Continue reading Photos from doll club, 02/06/10
Sideshow The Dead: The Punk
I’m very far behind the curve with this news, but Sideshow has continued its The Dead series with more characters — no more women, of course! 🙁 — including a shambling Punk with a mohawk and sticky fingers. I really like him as a character base. Needs more color, chains and pointy ends, though. If I got him, I would decorate his outfit with safety pins and add some pink to his hair.
EDIT: I just bought him with the last of my Amazon credit, meaning that he only cost about $50.00. I can’t wait to improve him! Watch this space!
Rement issues hina ningyo, a.k.a. dolls for your dolls!
One of Rement’s latest sets has a Hina Matsuri theme, which is to say that it celebrates the Japanese March 3 Girls’ Day. During this celebration, elaborate little hina ningyo, or dolls, are displayed representing an Emperor, Empress and court attendants from the Heian Period. Rement’s set duplicates the hina ningyo, their platforms, accessories and settings in 1:6 scale. Hooray! I’m always looking for dolls for my dolls.
8.2: “Thunderpussy”
In which Will meets his muse.
Fight or Flight 1: “The Weird Jogger”
In which Anneka and Velvette investigate a compulsive jogger.
8.1: “Leonyssus”
In which Anneka disputes with her muse.
Doll updates: Justine’s new ‘do, Waverley’s new clothes
A lot goes on behind the scenes of LHF that most readers don’t know about. For example, Justine’s head popped off one too many times recently, cracking her Sculpey hair that I labored so long over. Exasperated with the fragility of the Sculpey, I plunked down nearly $20.00 for a size 4 Victorianish updo wig [style = Martha]. Result: I’m poorer, but Justine won’t break her hair any more.
Today I also got in the mail appropriate clothes for Waverley. As a 15cm Elfdoll tiny, she is one of my smallest dolls and also one of the most difficult to clothe. She was in a Bratz Boyz’ shirt and a pair of Kelly shorts, but those looked silly and impractical. I didn’t want to get her a dress either, since Waverley is more butch than that. I finally coughed up $23.00 for a little red-and-black-striped hooded sweatshirt and matching pants. So cute and perfectly in character too.
The upshot of all this is that I blow lots of money on even minor characters to make them conform to my vision of how they should be.Continue reading Doll updates: Justine’s new ‘do, Waverley’s new clothes
Meet Ebru, a YNU Group Mixi
Ebru is a Sunset Edition Houda Mixi Doll by YNU Group. As a doll company, YNU Group’s goal with the Mixis is to recreate, in the dolls’ sculpts and skin tones, a realistic blending of two or more ethnicities. Regular editions of the 4 dolls in the series have straight, unjointed limbs and diverse outfits, but Sunset editions have jointed elbows and outfits of sundresses and sandals. Normally either edition runs $60.00 per doll, but they can be found for less on Amazon.com, where I got mine.
I recently picked up Sunset Edition Houda for under $30.00 including shipping. She comes packaged in a sturdy keepsake box lined with a bright blue and green map of the continents, not shown because I quickly deboxed her. Secured by ribbon ties, she is in collector-friendly shape, although her handbag is attached to the box with plastic.
Once freed from her box, Houda makes quite the impression. Her body is molded in warm, honey-colored tones, with light, silky, rooted red hair. Her simple, yet welcoming, facial screening depicts a friendly face with blue eyes and pink lips. Her headsculpt features an oval-shaped face with a tapering chin, full lips and a prominent aquiline nose.
As mentioned, Houda, like the rest of the Sunset Edition Mixis, has elbow joints that swivel and allow about 90 degrees of bend. She is also articulated at the neck, shoulders, thighs and knees [these last with click-stop joints]. Overall, the Mixis body sculpt contains a modest bosom, a thicker waist than the average fashion doll and a defined rear end, as well as shapely, muscular legs and slightly arched feet. Mixis don’t fit into fashion doll clothes unless those clothes are stretchy.
As for Houda’s outfit, she wears a green sundress printed with blue flowers. Darts make it fitted in the back, and the whole garment is lined, as is her matching blue handbag. Her wedge sandals [espadrilles?], being made of white and blue leather, coordinate with her dress.
Houda is definitely a doll for older kids [above 7] and/or collectors. She and the rest of the Mixis are great choices for doll dorks who like their dolls’ faces to have character and their goods to have quality.
Following this review are pictures of my Sunset Edition Houda, renamed Ebru. I have to say that normally I’d be swapping Ebru’s head onto a more articulated body, but she just looks so endearing and soignee as is that I can’t bring myself to give her a new body. I’ve decided that she has chronic lower back pain, which keeps her from sitting down and bending her knees a lot. Maybe she has plantar fasciitis too.
Ebru is standing in front of a netsuke shelf that I am working on, trying to make into a piece of a set.Continue reading Meet Ebru, a YNU Group Mixi
Photos from doll club, 1/9/10
Took a few pictures in Ann Laurie’s lightbox at doll club today. Continue reading Photos from doll club, 1/9/10
Maggie, Anneka, Will
Maggie, Anneka and Will. Will is wearing an A-line dress that Andrea made for CGs with a reversed Jet pleather top as a corset. That pig he’s holding is from Andrea too. Thanks, an42! Continue reading Maggie, Anneka, Will
The doll shop with SUCK YOU IN!
Short film, Alma, by Rodrigo Blaas, makes you wonder what your dolls are doing when you’re not looking. Are they trying to escape?? If Alma the character were translated exactly into plastic, she’d make a really cute doll.
Mick Jagger in yellowface
As part of the 1982 program Faerie Tale Theater, Mick Jagger [yes, that Mick Jagger] starred in an episode entitled The Nightingale, in which he donned fingernail extensions, a fake ponytail, heavy eyeshadow and general yellowface in order to play "the emperor of all Cathay." Ever since I heard of its existence at least 20 years ago, I’ve been wanting to see this ep just because the conjunction of Mick Jagger + Faerie Tale Theater seems incongruously silly. After 10 minutes of viewing, I can report that Mick Jagger as the emperor is indeed incongruously silly, and the whole setting comes across as a load of exoticized, racist, pseudo-Chinese, stereotypical shit. My curiosity of over 20 years has been satisfied, and I’m disappointed.
Junebug frolics in the snow in Vermont!
Junebug came to my parents’ house in Essex, VT with me this past weekend. Continue reading Junebug frolics in the snow in Vermont!
7.7: “How Not to Feel Dumpy”
In which Will confides in Anneka.
Well, SOMEONE’S excited that it’s snowing [not me].
J: "Oh wow! It’s snowing!" Continue reading Well, SOMEONE’S excited that it’s snowing [not me].
Junebug is incredibly cute…also very playful.
She likes clowning around. She makes me smile! I am continually impressed by the expressiveness and posing opportunities I can get out of her, even though she is not very articulated.
Continue reading Junebug is incredibly cute…also very playful.
7.6: “Reaching Out”
In which Anneka admits to missing Will.
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Junebug, not walking in a winter wonderland
I scrounged a backdrop of winter trees from the holiday decorating contest at work, so I tried to use it to mollify Junebug, who wants to go outside, but doesn’t have a jacket [or at least a sweater!] or a hat. I won’t let her go out until she’s properly bundled up. She’s not happy about that. Continue reading Junebug, not walking in a winter wonderland
LHF Season 1 book! Only $4.50 with instant gratification!
Use the coupon code HUMBUG when you buy the book of LHF Season 1 for 10% off. That makes the download version only $4.50! How can you resist? Answer: You can’t.
Junebug endorses The Graveyard Book
Note: The opinions of my dolls in no way reflect my own thoughts. 😀
I did a quick photostory of Junebug just now. I think she’s quite expressive for a doll who’s not very poseable. Maybe I am just enamored with her cute face, but she seems more lifelike than those frightening American Girls. Maybe it’s because she can tilt her head from side to side and up and down a bit. Continue reading Junebug endorses The Graveyard Book
Latest big doll: Ling Karito Kid, renamed Junebug
Tuesday Morning, a discount store, recently got a shipment of KidsGive’s Karito Kids dolls in. Originally priced at $100.00 and worth every penny, the KKs were discounted to an unbelievable $30.00, so of course I had to get one, especially since I’d been lusting over them for more than a year.
Maria from doll club delivered my KK, Ling from China, to me tonight, so, forthwith, my pictorial review. Continue reading Latest big doll: Ling Karito Kid, renamed Junebug
A few photos from doll club, 12/05/09
Using Ann Laurie’s photo studio in a box, I caught some crisp pictures of various dolls yesterday at doll club in Burlington. Continue reading A few photos from doll club, 12/05/09
Mansfield Park and Mummies
Signal boost for Vera Nazarian’s monstrous mashup between Jane Austen’s Mansfield Park and an original subplot containing mummies, vampires and other beasts. Regency manners meet things that go bump. Laughs result. It’s Mansfield Park and Mummies!!
Mecha Angel clothes for sale
Andy Huang’s Doll Face
Watch a real video of a mechanical doll with a real face watching a video of fake faces and yearning after the fake reality on the real screen with true desire. It reminds me of the scene in MirrorMask when Helena gets literally all dolled up by the clockwork music box mannequins.
Just in time for the holidays…LHF Season 1 BOOK!
Hello LHF readers and fans! Season 1 is now available in print form! Just think of it…a book for your favorite doll soap opera!
You can buy a print or a download copy right here at Lulu.com: Love Has Fangs
Why should you buy it?
1. Support 1:6 storytelling!
2. It’s better than the online version. See below!
Being undead is the least of Anneka Richardson’s problems. There’s her 140-year-old boyfriend, Will, who borrows her makeup, the weirdo customers she encounters at her bookstore job and, to top it off, her beloved grandmother’s slow death by Alzheimer’s.
The first season of Elizabeth A. Allen’s online comic Love Has Fangs finally appears in book form. It’s all here — the vampires, the melodrama and the pink hair — in your favorite doll soap opera with bite.
This collection gathers together all episodes of Love Has Fangs: Season 1 as you’ve never seen them before. This is the new, improved version, better than what you’ve read online.
Episodes reshot for consistency
Tighter editing for better story flow
High-quality photos, better than those online, for fine-grained detail
Thanks for the comments, mouse clicks and patronage over the years!
7.5: “Merry Old Woman”
In which Qingting comforts Anneka from her sadness.
New Moon
I saw New Moon this weekend. It was a damn sight better than Twilight, since it had more plot and more active characters. However, I picked out at least 5 times where it could have ended before it actually did. Also, unfortunately, Robert Pattinson was absent for the bulk of the movie, so I couldn’t stare at his nose.
7.4: “Viktor’s Satisfaction”
In which Viktor tries to get into Will’s pants [again].
Maggie: not a pageant contestant
So I really like my GOML Minuk, who I’ve turned into Maggie, but her overexaggerated lip paint makes her look like a child beauty pageant contestant. To improve Maggie, I erased her lip paint, and the deep indent for her lip line works great to great the impression of a mouth. See? She also has a slight, petulant smile, which was not visible in the original paint job. Continue reading Maggie: not a pageant contestant
Articulating American Girl’s Girls of Many Lands
When I first made Qingting, a Hun type vampire and associate of Chow Bang, she was an American Girl Girls of Many Lands doll on a cut-down Obitsu body, but I didn’t like that because it was too tall and the arm fastenings too frail. I now have a new body for her, closer to her original height of 9". See photo below for how I transferred her original torso, hands and feet onto a 23cm Obitsu framework.
The next photo shows another GOML I’ve worked on recently. She was original a Yupik Native Alaskan character, Minuk, but she has now been repurposed and rearticulated to be Maggie, Absinthe’s sort-of niece.Continue reading Articulating American Girl’s Girls of Many Lands
A vampire horror/comedy…
…about an envious Goth whose popular and perfect twin sister becomes a vampire? Sign me up for Thicker Than Water: Vampire Diaries 1, not coming anywhere to a theater near you. Clearly I need to see this.
“I’ve got an itch to scratch — I need assistance!”
When Janet sings that line in Toucha Toucha Touch Me In Rocky Horror, she’s talking about an itch to scratch that she herself can’t reach. Did you know there’s a word for the part of your body where you cannot reach to scratch? It’s called “acnestis.” Just reading the word makes me itch.
7.3: “Bang-shi-fu’s Children”
In which Anneka meets Qingting, friend of Chow’s and world’s youngest grandmother.
Dammit.
The CSS on the admin page for my WordPress blog, where I post eps of LHF, is broken, prohibiting me from making new posts. DAMMIT! I don’t know how to fix it.
Michaela gets a better body!
Michaela started off in an earlier incarnation as a CG head on a CG 1.0 body, but, when I redid her, I put her CG head on an articulated Barbie body with Obitsu hands, then painted the arms and neck to match her head’s color. [Linked entry shows her before skintone matching.]
Michaela’s Barbie body, while being appropriately small and slight for a girl that was killed and vamped at 13, does not pose very well. But Michaela is a key player in the next few seasons [in the Anneka and Will vs. Thomas plotline], so she needs to pose well! That’s why she’s getting a Volks Dollfie Plus body. Though I have eschewed these bodies in the past because of their fragile floppiness, I choose one now because, unlike an Obitsu, the neck width of a Volks will make Michaela’s head look in proportion. Hooray!
Identifying as disabled
In light of my recent completion of the quiz about my invisible illness, this entry on FWD [Feminists With Disabilities] has me thinking. If I can come out publically as having a mental illness, can I go further with a political/social self-definiton of "disabled?" I commented:
Nellie Jean said, I’m also “afraid” of coming out PWD because I never thought I had it “bad enough.”
I can understand that sentiment thoroughly. I have a sister with cerebral palsy, so the manifestations of her disability have strongly affected what I think of as “disabled.” I am very much loath to identify as disabled with my anxiety disorder and occasional depressive episodes because they don’t seem “bad enough.” The medical model is clearly talking here. I have more thinking to do.
Thank you for the post, Abby.
Meanwhile 23: “Halloween”
In which Mark’s Halloween party is fabulous!
Tarot of the Sweet Twilight: Tarot for the night circus
While wandering around, looking for another deck that appeals to me as much as the luxurious, out-of-print Bohemian Gothic Tarot, I found the slightly more cheerful, equally intriguing and phantasmagorical Tarot of the Sweet Twilight. Following the general Rider-Waite format of traditional U.S. decks, the Sweet Twilight differs from other, more staid decks with its loopy, curly, slightly cartoony illustrations. Bright, soft colors, large-eyed figures and vibrant depths all add up to a dreamy, melancholy set of pictures. It reminds me of a nighttime circus, compelling and yet slightly creepy. Being in print, the Sweet Twilight deck is much more affordable than the Bohemian Gothic [sob!].
Bohemian Gothic Tarot: beautiful and out-of-print deck
So I was browsing around Aeclectic Tarot, idly looking through decks by theme, and of course I checked out the Vampire grouping. Among these I found not strictly a vampiric deck, but a dark and moody one in general, the Bohemian Gothic from Magic Realist Press. The deep, cool blues and jewel-like brights, the profusion of skulls and the disturbingly staring eyes, all in the style of Victorian lithographs, are heavily influenced by Gothic and Romantic tropes. Admire many of the cards at the deck’s own Web site. Then weep because it’s out of print and commanding nearly $400.00 on Amazon.com. Dammit…and I really liked that deck!
“Vampires have overwhelmed pop culture because young straight women want to have sex with gay men.”
I didn’t say it. Stephen Marche says it in Esquire. He thinks that the recent spate of popular vampires represents not, oh, say, dangerous sensuality or suave seductiveness or something, but the desire of straight women to get into bed with gay men. He provides no actual evidence for his claim, other than noting that True Blood’s anti-vamp crowd ["God hates fangs!"] sounds a lot like the anti-gay crowd. In fact, not till the end of his blithering ramble does Marche reveal what may be his thesis:
The Vampire Tarot by Robert Place [chomp!]
Sadly, the Buffy the Vampire Slayer Tarot is never to be, but check out the crisp, clean darkness of the recently issued Vampire Tarot by Robert Place. Heavily inflected by the novel Dracula and other literary vampires of the 1800s, the Vampire Tarot has novel Major Arcana [such as Jonathan the Fool {hah!}, Mina, the Count, the Madman {Renfield}, etc.] and Minor Arcana. Its four suits are Garlic Flowers, Stakes, Swords and Holy Waters.
I am gratified to note that several of the cards refer covertly to the polymorphous perversity of literary vampires, with the Queen of Holy Water being the famous lesbian vampire Carmilla and one of the Major Arcana being the hungry, sadistic, omnisexual Brides [of Dracula]. Poe and his reanimated heroine Ligeia also appear, so the deck may more properly shade into Gothic and supernatural, rather than just the vampiric. It is pretty damn awesome, even though there is no Baudelaire card.
The things that piss you off in other people are your own faults.
What if I’m interested in getting to know my subpersonalities, but I’m not sure what they are? [I personally don’t have the problem of needing to identify mine; we are pretty well identified!]
This exercise on Integral Options Cafe about defining the disowned self, or a set of disowned subpersonalities, gets me thinking. In a nutshell, the exercise suggests picking an intimate relationship that you have with a friend, family member, lover, etc. Then list all the ways in which that person pisses you off. In what ways does the person seem contemptible, inferior, weak, whiny, etc.? What don’t you like about this person?
Also, at the same time, collect a list of traits that are the opposite of what piss you off about this person. What’s so good about you? What are your strengths? What are the parts of you that give you satisfaction?
The traits that you identify with and that make you happy correspond to the traits of a primary self, someone that you identify with very closely, maybe even your ego or everyday persona. The traits that piss you off about the other person are still your very own traits, but put in the form of a disowned self, someone that you do not identify with and try to shove away.
The conclusion here is to run toward, not away from, the piss-off traits. The piss-off traits represent the parts of you that you dislike so much that you project them onto other people, claiming that someone else over there is a perfectionist, critical, uptight, unemotional, flat and pedantic problem, not you! The piss-off traits are all you, and, the more you shove them away onto other people, the more they will come back and bite you in the ass. [Suppression never works.]
Self-knowledge lies in the places you least suspect it: the places inside you where you don’t want to go. Potential self-knowledge lies, waiting, inside your faults. If you turn yourself to face you, but you’ve never caught a glimpse of how the others must see the faker because you’re much too fast to take that test [ch-ch-ch-changes], you need to slow down and scrutinize what you hate in other people.
What you hate in others is what you reject in yourself. What you reject in yourself is mostly just parts of yourself marked so strongly by dislike that they seem negative, but they’re not inherently bad. You in your hate just think they’re bad. They’re really not. They’re really value-neutral, and they can be employed beneficially if you look past the coating of hatred and see them for the raw materials they are.
This message has been brought to you by the one who knows these things. Thank you.
Dialogic self, personifications, more John Rowan
Apparently there’s a relatively recent movement championing the dialogic self, viz., the idea that we are groups of voices with different perspectives and positions.
Also, apparently, John Rowan, author of the rather dry Subpersonalities, is coming out with a new book next month called Personification: Using the Dialogical Self in Therapy and Counseling. I’m sure it discusses in a structured way what I learned the hard and lonely way to do all by myself.
What I want to know is where all this theory and information was when I was convinced I was going insane??
Internal Family Systems overview
Internal Family Systems [TM] is a mode of therapy that identifies various subpersonalities inside us and, as part of the therapeutic relationship with our therapists, identifies the roles and functions of the subpersonalities. The description below of Internal Family Systems comes from my interpretation of a summary of the practice here.
IFS believes in three types of subpersonalities — managers, exiles and firefighters — and a Self. A Self is defined as the authentic core of a person, an integrated system of consciousness and traits. Removed somewhat from the turmoil of managers, exiles and firefighters, it is competent and wise, full of compassion for the more fragmented subpersonalities. The Self is not a subpersonality.
As for subpersonalities, one group of them is the managers. As rule makers, managers demarcate the boundaries between the Self and the firefighters and the exiles. Managers are like border guards that want to keep everyone in their own little worlds. Managers are very invested in the smooth function of the whole person, so they may emphasize order, organization, rationality and rule-following. They remind me of the Freudian superego.
Another group of subpersonalities is exiles. Exiles are little, lost, lonely parts of ourselves, often remnants from childhood that we have hidden away. We can think of them as unhappy pieces of ourselves that we have shoved in a closet. Exiles can be strong and insistent in their demands because they want nothing more than to have attention paid to them.
Causing interference between exiles and everything else are the firefighters. When the exiles start to come out of the closet, the firefighters step in. The firefighters may be characterized as panicky, dancing distractions, personalities that we take on when things, such as sensations from our exiles, seem too overwhelming. Maladaptive coping strategies such as emotional eating, watching TV till one is in a stupor or getting smash-assed drunk commonly identify firefighters.
With all the managers, exiles and firefighters running around, it’s a very busy place inside us! According to IFS, we are often confused, our behavior directed by the immediate demands of an exile or by the stringent control of a manager or by the escapist fantasies of a firefighter…instead of by the calm, wise compassion of the Self.
IFS uses the idea of subpersonalities to help us identify our managers, exiles and firefighters, become conscious of how they act and why and talk to them so that we understand them. Once we understand the motivations of our subpersonalities, we can respond compassionately to them from our Selves. We may be able to change our subpersonalities’ behaviors so they aren’t so detrimental; we might even be able to integrate them into our Selves so that we can be more whole.
…Supposedly.
I have the following questions. 1) How do managers and firefighters differ? Both seem to be ways to manage the appearance of exiles. 2) If one is hung up on identifying with, say, the managers instead of one’s Self, how does one learn to get in touch with one’s Self? 3) In general, I understand the point of identifying and working with subpersonalities, but why is integration always heralded as the ultimate goal? 4) Oh yeah…and what does this mean for the world beyond the individual?
Discussion of and books about subpersonalities
Subpersonalities may be defined as little, semi-autonomous clusters of traits inside us with their own peculiar thoughts and worldviews that we as a whole employ in our daily lives. I personally think they overlap a lot with imaginary characters, which is why I just now typed "subpersonalities" into Google and came up with this blog entry from Integral Options Cafe, in which the author tries to define subpersonalities. The author also discusses some books and psychological theories that use the subpersonalities model. The author mentions the book Subpersonalities by John Rowan [which I have read and reviewed in my ongoing bibliography about paracosms and imaginary characters and such], as well as other sources that I have not looked into and need to.
Hooray, more places to look for interpretations of paracosms and imaginary characters!
Later I should write something about Internal Family Systems [TM].
7.2: “Sympathy for Sibley”
In which Mark shocks Will with some news.
I wanna live in Transylvania.
…Just because of its name. Its name comes from Latin "trans-," meaning "through," and "silva," meaning "woods." I just imagine that it’s a secretive land surrounded by a deep dark dense forest. By name alone, it’s worthy of fairy tales [and vampires].
I would also like to live in Elizabethtown or Allentown, but the reasons for that are humorous, not etymological.
La petite geante: The little giant girl and her diver uncle — big moving dolls!
From boston.com: "Earlier this week, 1.5 million people filled the streets of Berlin, Germany to watch a several-day performance by France’s Royal de Luxe street theatre company titled "The Berlin Reunion". Part of the celebrations of the 20th anniversary of the fall of the Berlin Wall, the Reunion show featured two massive marionettes, the Big Giant, a deep-sea diver, and his niece, the Little Giantess. The storyline of the performance has the two separated by a wall, thrown up by "land and sea monsters". The Big Giant has just returned from a long and difficult – but successful – expedition to destroy the wall, and now the two are walking the streets of Berlin, seeking each other after many years apart.."
My favorite photo from this set is the one of la petite geante sleeping in her uncle’s lap. They look so peaceful and loving!
La petite geante goes pee-pee in the street, part of the same performance:
To see la petite geante in an earlier performance, go here. Watch her lick a lollipop! She has an articulated tongue! Also marvel at her body language; she looks on tenderly as the little girls are swinging on her arms. I think that one of the best things about these dolls is that they show body language, blinking, swinging their arms and breathing, while the operators are putting them into position.
Green Kellys and [relatively] cheap articulated Barbies
Target is carrying an exclusive series of Kelly dolls, Merry Monsters, including an all-green one, who happens to have the best outfit, as Frankenstein’s monster. Also on the shelves are Barbie Fashionistas, which are your standard articulated Barbies with an under-bust and wrist joints. Unfortunately, 4 of the 5 Fashionistas are white, with no good representation of brown, black, green or any other color. MSRP for the Fashionistas is <$20.00. I need to get me to a Target to see if the Merry Monsters and Fashionistas are available!
Slough
The word spelled s-l-o-u-g-h has two categories of meanings and different pronunciations for each.
1. If you pronounce the word "sluff," it means "to shed skin" or "skin that is shed."
2. If you pronounce the word "slau" to rhyme with "cow," it means "a swampy area" or, metaphorically, "a depressive state."
Isn’t that awesome?!!
“Lame” and “retarded”
I can’t stand when people use the word "lame" to mean "bad," "undesireable," "contemptible" or "worthless." Every time anyone uses "lame" in such a context, he or she is telling me that he or she equates a mobility impairment with a moral failing. More specifically, he or she implies that my sister is morally objectionable because she uses a wheelchair.
Same with the word "retarded" to mean "bad," "silly" or "stupid." Such a use equates brain damage with a moral failing and judges my sister as morally objectionable because she has brain damage. And I also feel personally offended whenever "retarded" comes up because it disparages the non-neurotypical, and I don’t think I’m completely neurotypical. "Lame" and "retarded" are stupid, hurtful, prejudiced words. STOP USING THEM.
I can’t believe I’m even writing this entry.
Down for the Count costume: stupid, sexist and an insult to all decent vampires
If you see anyone wearing this costume, flee immediately in the opposite direction, or you may be inflicted with misogynist douchebaggery. The porno-worthy pun is bad enough, but the inflatable female as accessory just puts this costume into new realms of badness.
Jennifer has a new body!
A family photo occasions Jennifer’s new body, a DML Eve 1.5. The DML 1.5 body, much more robust and bigger than the original Momoko body, makes Jennifer’s head look slightly smaller, but I think this adds to the impression of her being a mature woman with kind of a baby face.
L to R: Jareth, Jennifer, Frank. Continue reading Jennifer has a new body!
Dolls with no point: Shaniqua, N’Yenya, Malgorzata, Dini and Dasu
These five dolls have names, but no designated characters. They obviously have personalities, but no assigned role in my fictional universe. Therefore they have the distinction of being dolls with no point besides looking nice.
Uh oh. Five pointless dolls is five too many! What shall I do?
Clearly they need to be incorporated into LHF!
Back row, L to R: Shaniqua, N’Yenya Clippee, Malgorzata Dawiskiba.
Front row, L to R: Dini, Dasu.
Shaniqua is a lovely Alvin Ailey Barbie. N’Yenya is a Fashion Royalty Monsieur Z doll repainted and with a new haircut by Andrea. Malgorzata is a Tao ninja head repainted by Andrea, haircut by me, on a ballerina Barbie body. Both Dini and Dasu are Jakks Pacific Juku Couture Girls.
As for personalities, in case you couldn’t tell, Shaniqua is shy, sweet-tempered and retiring, while N’Yenya is fun-loving and a bit sly. Malgorzata, called Gory, is blunt, straightforward and delighting in sick, twisted things. Dini is a rather skeptical smart-ass, while Dasu is intelligent, highly anxious and very picky about language. All of them dress as if they belong to the LHF universe, even if they don’t [yet].
Of the dolls shown, N’Yenya is my favorite and therefore most likely to appear in a main or side plot of LHF, if only because she, with her smirk and her stripey, starry tights, so clearly embodies the tacky snarkiness that many LHF characters possess.
Continue reading Dolls with no point: Shaniqua, N’Yenya, Malgorzata, Dini and Dasu
7.1: “Inheritance”
In which Anneka talks to her family and thinks of her grandmother.
Comments: In case it’s not immediately clear, the contingent at Anneka’s parents’ house is talking to her on speaker phone.
Meanwhile 22: “Laundry”
In which the dryer eats Will’s pants.
Comments: Just an excuse to show off my new laundry set, courtesy of Andrea.
6.11: “Off Hiatus”
In which Anneka and Will meet for the first time in a long while!
Fat Guy in Internet Labyrinth parody
Adult Swim characters have to go through a maze, but they have to put up with the prancing fop of a Maze Master and his therianthropic boytoys. This parody of Labyrinth is hilarious and kind of stupid and well-done and made with love, baby, love!
Favorite lines:
"Chains, these puppets are horrible stereotypes!"
"You lied! You never texted me!"
"How many babies are there in this song?!!!"
Thanks to Val for showing this to me.
Jennifer wishing on a star
She looks like she’s star-gazing from my desk, swinging her legs. 😀 Continue reading Jennifer wishing on a star
Self-published book about self-publishing
Hey look — a book! April Hamilton offers on-screen views of The IndieAuthor Guide for free.
Meanwhile 21: “Baozha’s Eggs”
In which eggs meet a fiery doom.
Comments: Just an excuse to use my new Rement acquisitions, eggs from Eggs Etc. and a microwave from the earlier set of household appliances.
Laundry from Andrea
Andrea sold me a 1:6 laundry room [photo by Andrea] with washer, dryer, ironing board, iron, cabinets, detergent, soap, clothing racks, etc. Either someone’s getting a really spiffy basement set, or this is gonna be a laundry facility. Looks like the detergent, soap, etc. could be displayed as in a store. Continue reading Laundry from Andrea
I’m a PivotTable genius!
<victorydance> I just figured out how to make a PivotTable draw data from an ever-increasing range!!!!!!!!!! </victorydance> Gimme a trophy or three!
Yes!
YES!!
YES!!!!!
I’m King of the World!
Custom 1:6 whiteware fashion doll heads
Courtesy of Andrea comes a link to Wildflower Dolls, an Etsy shop for limited edition 1:6 doll heads sculpted out of whiteware, made for Barbie or Fashion Royalty bodies. The sculptor has a rough, lively quality that really comes through in the sculpts. I like the fact that the sculpts seem a little hurried and impressionistic. Fawn is my favorite, with an expression of delicate surprise. I also love the sparkling mischief in Kate’s eyes. I see a Frank doll in Kate.
6.10: “Goodbye Gifts”
In which Materyllis kicks Will out of her house.
Paracosms and imaginary friends: scholarly articles
Though there is not a lot of information about paracosms and imaginary friends out there, I have found a few books, which I cherish deeply. Another source of information about paracosms and imaginary friends is scholarly journals. I have found some scholarly articles, mostly in psychological journals, to summarize and share with you. This bibliography is a work in progress, added to as I find more material.
Hoff, Eva V. 2004. "A friend living inside of me: The forms and functions of imaginary companions." Imagination, Cognition and Personality 24(2):151-189. 26 children and their imaginary companions were studied in detail. Companions were mostly children of the same age, though there were some fantasy creatures. Inspirations were varied, though mostly from friends and siblings. Imaginary friends served several purposes for their creators: inner mentors, sources of comfort, self-regulation devices and life enrichment.
Kastenbaum, R; Fox, L. 2007. "Do imaginary companions die? An exploratory study." Omega (Westport) 56(2):123-152. Adults were interviewed about the "end" of their imaginary characters’ lives. While most reported that their imaginary characters just faded away or disappeared, some reported that their imaginary characters died. The authors suggest that, at the age when kids create imaginary characters, they are also trying to figure out the status of "alive" and "dead."
Mills, Antonia. 2003. "Are children with imaginary playmates and children said to remember previous lives cross-culturally comparable categories?" Transcultural Psychiatry 40(1):62-90. 15 U.S. children with imaginary companions are compared to 15 children from India who say they remember their past lives to see whether the phenomena are cross-culturally comparable. In conclusion, yes, they seem to be similar phenomena springing from the same source.
Sawa, T; et al. 2004. "Role of imaginary companions in promoting the psychotherapeutic process." Psychiatry and Clinical Neuroscience 58(2):145-151. While usually studied as a phenomenon of childhood, imaginary companions may also manifest when a person has a psychiatric disorder. The authors point out that indulging and engaging the imaginary companion in the therapeutic process may help the therapist reach an otherwise recalcitrant patient.
Seiffge-Krenke, Inge. 1997. "Imaginary companions in adolescence: sign of a deficient or positive development?" Journal of Adolescence 20(2):137-154. 241 teens between 12 and 17 who had imaginary companions were surveyed about the traits and relationships of their imaginary friends. Three hypotheses were tested: 1) that only kids with social failings create imaginary friends; 2) that gifted, really creative kids create imaginary friends; and 3) that narcissistic kids create imaginary friends to feed their need for ego boosting. In conclusion, the creators of imaginary friends were socially and creatively competent teens.
Paracosms and imaginary friends: more resources
I found that the Wikipedia article about imaginary friends contains a bibliography of scholarly articles for further reading!!
“The naked 3:00 A.M. terror of regret”
From melopoeia. When we get older, this article by Tim Krieder, "The Referendum," says, we see that our string of choices in our life has inevitably foreclosed upon greater and greater numbers of options for us. We then look around us at our friends and acquaintances. We see in them representations of the alternative choices we could have made. We contemplate their jobs, their hobbies and their families. We wonder if we made the rightest and happiest choices for our own. Our own finitetude descends upon us like a wall, and we experience "the naked 3:00 AM terror of regret." [That time is, in fact, the dark night of the soul.]
What does it say about me that I’m not in "midlife" yet, but I still experience this sidelong wistfulness all the time?
Jung’s imaginary worlds and psychic journeys: The quest for the Red Book
Inevitably, my research into paracosms and imaginary friends leads me in circles around Carl Gustav Jung, post-Freudian Swiss analyst who invented archetypes, introverts and extroverts during the beginning of the 20th century.
I keep coming back to Jung because his major contribution to the theory of psychoanalysis was to envision the psyche as home to many parts, In Jungian psychology, these parts can be personified (such as the Anima, Animus and the Shadow) and addressed in the way that people talk to imaginary characters.
Jung’s technique of talking to the aspects of oneself was known as active imagination. Please note that the Wikipedia entry suggests that active imagination means watching and recording one’s fantasy activity; however, Jung was very enthusiastic about encouraging, interrogating and otherwise assertively engaging with images and characters in one’s head.
Jung encouraged his patients to engage in active imagination techniques. He also used these techniques on his own. For sixteen years, he plumbed the depths of his own mind, verging dangerously close to obsession and madness. In a recent New York Times article, "Carl Jung and the Holy Grail of the Unconscious," Sara Corbett describes this formative period:
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…[T]he [resulting Red Book] was a kind of phantasmagoric morality play, driven by Jung’s own wish not just to chart a course out of the mangrove swamp of his inner world but also to take some of its riches with him. …
The book tells the story of Jung trying to face down his own demons as they emerged from the shadows. The results are humiliating, sometimes unsavory. In it, Jung travels the land of the dead, falls in love with a woman he later realizes is his sister, gets squeezed by a giant serpent and, in one terrifying moment, eats the liver of a little child. (“I swallow with desperate efforts — it is impossible — once again and once again — I almost faint — it is done.”) At one point, even the devil criticizes Jung as hateful.
Clearly Jung was entertaining a very rich paracosm. But were his explorations deep and fruitful or excessive and mentally ill? Jungian adherents and author Corbett have no answers, and the case of Jung and his paracosm becomes especially confusing because he turned his paracosm into the crucible of his life’s work. Unlike Kirk Allen [previously discussed in a review of a Harper’s 1954 article, "The Jet Propelled Couch"], Jung did not find his paracosm to be an intrusion into and distraction from his mundane job. In fact, his paracosm and his job seem to have become inseparable, as he was practicing in his paracosm techniques that he would later publish and lecture about.
Corbett’s article does not deal with such fascinating topics, however; she is more concerned with the quest for Jung’s paracosmic records, or the Red Book, itself. As a sensitive, deeply personal document of a famous psychoanalyst, Jung’s diary of his travels in his mind has been closely guarded by his heirs and reverently visited only by a few adherents. It is soon to be published, though, with reproductions of its painstakingly done illustrations, as well as thousands of footnotes to explain its wide-ranging mythological, scholarly and alchemical allusions.
Again, Corbett’s article seems to ignore the significance of the impending debut of the Red Book. It’s a primary source about a paracosm, and primary sources about people’s imaginary worlds are pretty hard to come by. I don’t know why. It’s as if scholars are interested in paracosms only for what they tell us about their creators’ "serious," non-paracosmic works, not about the significance of paracosmic phenomena per se. But, as Corbett’s article implicitly suggests, paracosmic works such as Jung’s Red Book are indeed serious works. In these playgrounds of the mind, themes and characters develop in raw form the interests of many a creator, who then presents more refined versions of the paracosm in his or her artistry.
Why no, I’m not motivated to work today. Why askest thou? =P
When is a paracosm not a paracosm? When it’s a psychosis.
"The Jet Propelled Couch," an article [part 1, part 2] from a 1954 issue of Harper’s, describes an analyst’s encounter with a university professor and scientist who lives a dual life. In his mundane existence, he works at the university and researches, but, in his fantasy life, his soul travels to other galaxies, where he is the ruler of a planet, charismatic, powerful, womanizing and benevolent. His trips to his kingdom planet were becoming more frequent, interfering with his job; hence the analyst was called in.
"The Jet Propelled Couch" explores how "Kirk Allen," the subject, nurtured his fantasy world as he grew up as one of the only white children in an isolated settlement in pre-statehood Hawaii. When he chanced upon a series of science-fiction books featuring a protagonist also named Kirk Allen, this coincidence propelled his fantasy world into detailed development. Kirk began to "fill in the gaps" and "make corrections to" the adventures in the Kirk Allen series, as well as drawing maps, charts and pictures of people and places related to his sci-fi activities.
The Kirk Allen paracosm sustained Kirk for many years and gave him much pleasure, and the analyst had to figure out how to "wean him from his madness." Eventually the analyst decided to partly indulge Kirk’s paracosm, getting into the spirit of his world, so to speak, taking it on its own terms. By agreeing with the reality of the Kirk Allen paracosm, the analyst showed Kirk what it was like to be a person who believed in his realm. Seeing a version of himself [i.e., a paracosm believer] in the analyst, Kirk slowly began to realize the fallacious assumptions upon which the reality of his paracosm was based. Thanks to the analyst’s participation, Kirk realized that his paracosm was indeed fantastical, and he apparently resolved his conflicts between his mundane life and his fantasy life.
"The Jet Propelled Couch" is both fascinating and frustrating. It’s fascinating in that it gives a view, albeit heavily psychoanalytic, of how a person’s life circumstances may promote the development of a paracosm. At the same time, it’s frustrating because the fact that the analyst thinks that Kirk Allen is "mad" makes the whole business of paracosms seem more insane, threatening and maladaptive than they really are. I know from my researches and personal experience that paracosms can be an enjoyable, helpful, glorious part of the imaginal development of childhood and adulthood, even though people who are foreign to the idea tend to think it’s a little mad.
In my estimation, Kirk Allen was not mad and did not have a psychosis; I would say more precisely that he had an elaborate, engaging paracosm, the reality of which was interfering with the mundane reality of his life. The only problem with his paracosm was not that it was so well-developed and detailed, but that it was causing trouble with his job. In this case, madness lies not in the contents or existence of the paracosm per se, but more in its effects.
Where’d my invisible illness go?
This meme ganked from arahitogami.
1. The illnesses I live with are:
Anxiety disorder, depressive episodes.
Continue reading Where’d my invisible illness go?
Scheherezade’s Facade
Wow, a whole antho about “fantastical tales of gender-bending, cross-dressing and transformation!” It’s an anthology made for MW! I even have two stories that I can submit: The Storyteller and The Strange Imagination. Of course, I won’t get published in this book, but how can I pass up the chance???
6.9: “Something Active”
In which Anneka confronts Michaela with the truth about Thomas.